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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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jordan
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Post by jordan » Fri Apr 21, 2006 11:20 am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what do you know, it does help....
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Post by Callisto » Fri Apr 21, 2006 10:18 pm

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM NOT FUCKING MADE OF GLASS! STOP FUCKING TREATING ME LIKE I AM! STOP RIGHT NOW! IF YOU KEEP BLOCKING ME OUT TO PROTECT ME I'LL JUST START TO DO THE SAME....AND ME DOING IT WILL HURT US BOTH BECAUSE IT'LL END IN ME SU'ING VERY PROBABLY.

STOP IT YOU STUPID FUCKER!!!

IT HURTS ME MORE THIS WAY.

FUCKING STOP IT!!!

:argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:

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Post by Scatterbrain » Sun Apr 23, 2006 5:06 am

SHUT THE FUCK UP!! I DONT NEED ALL OF YOUR BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE THAT ALREADY IS FUCKING CRAZY. JUST GO AWAY SO I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE. ALL I WANT IS HIM TO HOLD ME BUT I DONT THINK HE WILL UNDERSTAND EITHER.

NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND ME, SO STOP GODDAMN TRYING AND PRETENDING LIKE YOU FUCKING CAN!!

feel a lot better...

~Megan
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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by Kaleb » Sun Apr 23, 2006 10:40 pm

i suck at this irl so lets try it here

OMG WHATS THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU THINK IM CRAZY CANT YOU SEE IM NORMAL TO THE PEOPLE WHO MATTER

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


OK WOW GREAT POST !!!!! FEELING BETTER NOW :)
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No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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Post by barnabygirl » Mon Apr 24, 2006 8:12 am

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROWL!!!!
:argggh:

im not sure if that did the trick for me this morning :roll:

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Post by Spidey » Mon Apr 24, 2006 7:53 pm

SKLJDGHSFJK:GHSUIOPJKLSDFGUIPFGHWRTFGUI(PGJKFFGJJIOFGU*SDGSUIJ BNK:JSBN SJIFBHIO:"SFGYOSIGH:SUI(SGHBFOUISYFPSUIFSFTYPSIFGO:S^D(PGISO:US(PIO:SUGUSFO{SIGYO:SUGHO:SFGOS:DFGUIOPSFTFGUSFGIO^(SIOGY(L:GIOWYG(PSBNFGO:SNL"GJSI(GHO"SNGH"OSJHSLFH

OMFG OMFG YOU ARE SUCH AN IMPOSSIBLE FUCKING MORON GOD SLKHJF:SLDHKFKLS:HFGW#$R:SDLJF

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Peege » Mon Apr 24, 2006 7:56 pm

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGHHHHHHH i dont need you using me to make your life look good. i dont need it and i dont need you right now so fuck off, leave me alone, and stop bothering me with your need to be worse off than me. fuck you.

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Post by black_23 » Mon Apr 24, 2006 11:33 pm

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I SO CANT DO THIS RIGHT NOW I NEED YOUR SUPPORT NOT FCKUING CRITISM OR ANYLSIS
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Post by whypie » Fri Apr 28, 2006 3:18 pm

ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Post by Help_Me9219 » Sat Apr 29, 2006 1:59 am

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!! I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL AND WANT SOMEONE TO HUG ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I HATE THIS FUCKING BARRIER TO DEATH CALLED LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT A RAZOR AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!!!!!!!!



wow i feel better now... :argggh:

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-And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
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Post by Forget Me » Sat May 13, 2006 10:04 am

I CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
:o :o :o
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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Post by Callisto » Sun May 21, 2006 4:03 am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:

SO.

FUCKING.

ANGRY.

SO.

FUCKING.

HURT.

I STILL LOVE YOU BUT THAT FUCKING HURT TONIGHT.

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Post by there_is_hope » Sun May 21, 2006 4:26 am

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I need a drink!!!!!!!!!!! :omad: !!![/b]
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Post by irishpecas14 » Sun May 21, 2006 4:34 am

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE HIDING ALL OF THIS!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING ALONE
ANNNNNNNNNNND
I HATE THAT I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Post by twistddreamr » Mon May 22, 2006 4:04 am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DONT CARE ANYMORE I HAVE TO DO THIS IN ORDER TO GET THROUGH THE NIGHT I'LL FUCKING FREAK THE FUCK OUT AND WHO KNOWS WHAT I'LL DO IF I DONT DO IT BUT YOU WONT LET ME BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by onlymeallalooone333 » Mon May 22, 2006 10:30 pm

how i look on the outside: :lol: but on the inside: :crazyeyes:



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Post by Kamikaze » Mon May 22, 2006 10:35 pm

What can't you just shut up!!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Post by barnabygirl » Tue May 23, 2006 8:21 am

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Post by ackman » Wed May 24, 2006 3:46 am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY???????????
MAN,MAN,MAN,MAN,MAN :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue: :agrue:

thanks I feel better
I'm running out of duct tape to hold myself together.

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Post by black_23 » Thu May 25, 2006 10:17 pm

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :cry:
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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