Things Left Unsaid *LA*

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Thu Mar 09, 2006 7:44 pm

I'm gay. I'm not going to be straight. So please stop trying to set me up with guys that I will never have any interest in.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Fri Mar 10, 2006 12:46 am

D:

what I said last night wasn't just some stupid drunken thing, I really would love it if you proposed to me on my graduation day.

Everyday I miss you more and more, and I can't wait to be with you again. But at the same time I don't want to see you when I'm home because I feel so fat and ugly and disgusting right now that I think that you may want to leave me if you see me.

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Sat Mar 11, 2006 12:50 am

* I want to let you know that I love you. More than a friend...More than...Well, anything. I love you. And I'll never make it if I lose you. So don't leave me....

pandora · Post by **pandora** » Sat Mar 11, 2006 2:39 am

umm gaping...a bit.

twistddreamr · Post by **twistddreamr** » Sat Mar 11, 2006 4:26 am

I love you. More than you'll ever know. I need you more than the air I breathe. I wish you could see past our genetaila. I wish you could be more comfortable loving me. I wish we didn't have to be a secret. But if it has to be a secret for us to be together, then so be it.

I wish I would stop binging....I want to purge. and that scares me.

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Sat Mar 11, 2006 4:26 am

When I say that I love you as much now as I did when I was seventeen, I really mean that I love you so much more now it's unbelievable.

You are literally what keeps me going everyday, your ring keeps me from purging, I keep my blades near your picture, so that I have to think of you. Because you keep me sane.

You know I'm not really tough, but you pretend anyways, to humour me, I know that.

You fucking mean the world to me, <3

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 4:45 pm

D ~ I am so sorry I have to leave you. Know that it's for the best. I'm sorry that I'm not giving you any warning. That I'm not even saying goodbye to you. That I'm doing it by canceling my next appointment. I hope you understand that I need to do this for me. And that it's going to be okay. That I'm going to be okay. I know how to cope with things. I don't need your help anymore. I don't need you anymore.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 11:22 pm

D:

I love you. But I don't think I'm going to be ok with the sex thing when I'm back home...definately not straight away, if at all. But i'm terrified that if I say this to you irl that you'll hate me or leave me or cheat on me. I'm sorry that I can't be a proper gf and ok with it.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Mar 13, 2006 1:32 am

FUCK. YOU.

I. DON'T. WANT. TO. BE. FUCKING. SAVED.

LEAVE ME ALONE

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Mar 13, 2006 2:15 pm

I want you all to leave me alone to make it easier. Because the more you all stick around and care and all that shit, the harder this becomes and I'm scared that if I start listening you'll crack my resolve and then it'll take me months, maybe even years to work up the courage to do it again. I'm starting to hate you all for being so fucking concerned because I just want to be left to fade out alone.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Mon Mar 13, 2006 4:42 pm

please, just stop crying, your driving me insane.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Tue Mar 14, 2006 7:35 pm

Megan - my mum says she thinks i might have offended you, if i did im sorry. I never meant to. I miss you, and the friendship i had with you, you were my closest friend for so long, i wish you still spoke to me.

Mum - i really hope you didnt see what i was doing when you walked in my room earlier, i dont want you to ever know i hurt myself. Im sorry.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Tue Mar 14, 2006 10:30 pm

the way you talk about my weight and then my looks makes me feel ugly sometimes and makes me think that youll be wanting someone a lot prettier than me soon.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Thu Mar 16, 2006 3:45 pm

you do it on purpose.
you stole all my fucking friends.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Mar 16, 2006 8:27 pm

Stop telling me to put myself first.

Stop telling me to talk about my problems.

I don't do that.

I never have.

I never will.

So stop it!

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:12 pm

I love you. I never told you it was romantic love. I know you tho't we were just friends but you're more than that to me. I know you're with someone else, but I will be here for you. I will continue to support you, be there for the good times and when things fall apart.

I have believed in you from day one and that hasn't changed. I wish you knew how I feel.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Mon Mar 20, 2006 7:02 pm

Go away. Go away. Go away.
You don't understand. Just go away. You keep on leaving me anyway.
Sick of it.
I'm so sick of it.
Just go.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Mon Mar 20, 2006 7:04 pm

I lied. I didn't eat dinner.

ViolinPlayingGoat · Post by **ViolinPlayingGoat** » Mon Mar 20, 2006 8:13 pm

why arent you talking to me?

QuietPurr · Post by **QuietPurr** » Mon Mar 20, 2006 9:45 pm

Dear T,

I love you, but you're using me. I love you, but you're not really even trying any more, are you? I love you, and I don't want to be alone, but do you even know how what you're (not) doing is affecting our relationship? Shape up or ship out!

To the blinking idiot that sits across from me at work,

You're stupid. Let me spell that for you - S-T-U-P-I-D. If they had three, and used two, they still have one left. If this is a problem for you, I recommend sitting in on a basic math course - you know, in an elementary school, perhaps, where they'll go slow enough for you. I also recommend reading Computers for Dummies or something equivelent so that you can learn how to turn your computer off and on without someone walking you through the process each day. The FDA is not responisble for what drugs a paticular insurance company decides to cover or not to cover. That is a BUSINESS DECISION made by THE COMPANY.

Dear S,

Thank you for being so damned wonderful. I don't want you to go to Virginia...please, please stay here.

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