Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sat Jan 28, 2006 9:51 pm

you telling me that im gorgeous means more to me than when he does it...even though it should be the other way around.

Strange_Panda · Post by **Strange_Panda** » Sat Jan 28, 2006 10:52 pm

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Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 12:28 am

i told him i didnt have an ED anymore...but i lied...and now im too scared to tell him the truth

i tell myself all how pathetic and worthless and loveless and fat and ugly and stupid and friendless i am everyday

Reisu · Post by **Reisu** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 1:00 am

i wish i could tell you how much more than this you deserve. but even more, i wish that you could believe me when i say it...

Strange_Panda · Post by **Strange_Panda** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 1:50 am

This converation, that I'm having right now...I shouldn't be having this conversation.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 2:07 am

no matter how good my life gets i always think about killing myself at some point in every week.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 4:47 am

I wish I was choking. I wish I wasnt about to cry. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE my friends because they aren't my friends. They dont say mean things they just hang out EVERY FUCKING DAY w/o me. They comment eachother 50 MILLION TIMES about how much fun they've had and how they love eachother. fuck it hurts so bad

*cries*

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 4:49 am

i lie compulsively at times

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 6:53 am

im crying right now and im not sure if i can stop

i can't even write any more like i used to because i refuse to let myself really feel any of my own feelings...because im scared of what might happen to me if i do

pm/comments fine--i dont care

BlackKat13 · Post by **BlackKat13** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 7:34 am

(PM comments are fine)

It was once my biggest fear that if I stopped self injuring I would lose my identity...That if I no longer suffered from depression I would not know myself.

I was wrong.

It took a while, but that day has come and I feel that I know myself better than I ever did before.

December 28th. Does this date mean anything to you? It was my aniversary-as of that date I had not self-injured for two full years. That date meant so much to me.

But to you...That day was just *her* birthday. Yet another reminder that you will never love me-on a day that I was supposed to be proud of myself.

Green Beauty · Post by **Green Beauty** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 12:26 pm

I worry non-stop that she will split up with me. I am not good enough for her.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:13 pm

my big secrets scare me so much that i cant even write them down

daria · Post by **daria** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 8:40 pm

I fall asleep every night imagining him in bed with me, with his arms around me. It's the only way I can quiet my mind and calm my anxiety.

But I don't know how to let him know how I feel.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jan 29, 2006 9:49 pm

if i kill myself before he gets here, i wont ruin his life.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Jan 30, 2006 1:31 am

i only cry in the middle of the night when i know no one will hear me, but i wish that someone would

i cling to my teddy when i cry because its the only thing ive ever had that wont push me away

pms ok

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Mon Jan 30, 2006 4:56 am

I don't give a fuck about the meaning behind the tattoos I'm doing.

Forget Me · Post by **Forget Me** » Mon Jan 30, 2006 5:24 am

i love you i love you i love you

but i can wait

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Mon Jan 30, 2006 3:10 pm

i went further with you last night then i have with any other guy.

i know we're going to end up sleeping together, but i need to take it at my pace.

i trust you and i don't know why. i don't trust many people. i've only known you a week.

you said i make you complete. you make me feel complete too. talking all night with you felt so right. what you did felt strange but i was ok with it.

i just hope you still like me!! well i know you do, you sent me a text saying miss you.

i've never felt this way about a guy before, ever. i've never been able to chat to one so easily, sleep with one.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Jan 30, 2006 5:12 pm

i'd buy paracetomol to deal with the headaches if i didnt know that i'd just take the whole box washed down with vodka

pm's ok

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 11:17 pm

im so jealous of her because i know i'll never look like that but i want to so bad...she is my idea of perfect

i want what they have, but i dont think i'll ever have it, because i think im too broken to ever be fixed enough for that

pm's are ok

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