Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
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I'm scared I'll never be able to say no to him.
I'm afraid to love anyone.
I'm never afraid that I'll cut too deep, because maybe one day I'll slip and end it all.
I'm tempted to down a bottle of pills just to see what happens to me and who cares.
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I'm scared I'll never be able to say no to him.
I'm afraid to love anyone.
I'm never afraid that I'll cut too deep, because maybe one day I'll slip and end it all.
I'm tempted to down a bottle of pills just to see what happens to me and who cares.
i live a lie, one i keep inside
forgive me for what i am about to do
i fall again with every stroke
it takes my breath as i begin to choke..
-July 12, 2006 - March 28, 2007-
SI FREE for 8 months, 16 days.
Everyone slips.
forgive me for what i am about to do
i fall again with every stroke
it takes my breath as i begin to choke..
-July 12, 2006 - March 28, 2007-
SI FREE for 8 months, 16 days.
Everyone slips.
- fuzzy ducky
- spiffy maximus
- Posts: 4206
- Joined: Mon Jul 18, 2005 10:42 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: UK
PM's fine
SU trigs.
Im sitting here with a box of sleeping pills and im wondering if it will be enough
I dont want to be me any more
SU trigs.
Im sitting here with a box of sleeping pills and im wondering if it will be enough
I dont want to be me any more
My Myspace
Of course I'm out of my mind, Its dark and scary in there
Fuzzy Ducky - Zombie wh0r
My Place-Slightly Quackers
Of course I'm out of my mind, Its dark and scary in there
Fuzzy Ducky - Zombie wh0r
My Place-Slightly Quackers
- ComfortablyNumb
- part of the fixtures
- Posts: 2571
- Joined: Mon Nov 03, 2003 1:16 pm
- Location: Wisconsin
PM's alright.
I may be a lesbian, but I'll let guys flirt with me because it makes me feel good, feel wanted, pretty enough, and I like feeling like that.
Sometimes I don't want to stop.
I may be a lesbian, but I'll let guys flirt with me because it makes me feel good, feel wanted, pretty enough, and I like feeling like that.
Sometimes I don't want to stop.
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- Kurt Cobain
"Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody."
-Catcher in the Rye
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- Kurt Cobain
"Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody."
-Catcher in the Rye
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- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7474
- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
i dont know what i'm doing
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- Strange_Panda
- part of the fixtures
- Posts: 2418
- Joined: Tue Jan 28, 2003 1:31 pm
- Location: Marquette Michigan
- Contact:
Comments OK-PM
I've been lying to everyone when I say that I'm doing okay in school.
The truth is, I'm completely screwing everything up.
I've been lying to everyone when I say that I'm doing okay in school.
The truth is, I'm completely screwing everything up.
And mama I've been cryin' cause things ain't how they used to be... ~ Maroon 5
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PM's & Comments ok.
I fuck him just so I can pretend he loves me, if only for an hour.
I let him touch me just because it makes me think he cares.
I get jealous of certain girls, because he always seems so much happier when they're with us.
<small>I'm so numb right now, I want to end it all.</small>
I fuck him just so I can pretend he loves me, if only for an hour.
I let him touch me just because it makes me think he cares.
I get jealous of certain girls, because he always seems so much happier when they're with us.
<small>I'm so numb right now, I want to end it all.</small>
i live a lie, one i keep inside
forgive me for what i am about to do
i fall again with every stroke
it takes my breath as i begin to choke..
-July 12, 2006 - March 28, 2007-
SI FREE for 8 months, 16 days.
Everyone slips.
forgive me for what i am about to do
i fall again with every stroke
it takes my breath as i begin to choke..
-July 12, 2006 - March 28, 2007-
SI FREE for 8 months, 16 days.
Everyone slips.
- _MessedUp_
- meeting the neighbors
- Posts: 410
- Joined: Thu Dec 09, 2004 3:20 pm
PM's comments ok
-i want my (ex) boyfriend to want me back, now
-i felt he was the only person stopping me fromSI, no i have no *reason* not to
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-i SI'd for the first time in a year last night. my leg is a mess. but i know that there is no-one to notice anymore
-part of me realy wishes i would die. then he'd care
-i felt he was the only person stopping me fromSI, no i have no *reason* not to
SI/SU
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-i SI'd for the first time in a year last night. my leg is a mess. but i know that there is no-one to notice anymore
-part of me realy wishes i would die. then he'd care
"Life is like a beautiful melody only the lyrics are messed up"
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my cow
days SI free
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my cow
days SI free
- marshmallowfluff
- forum moderator emeritus
- Posts: 16914
- Joined: Tue Aug 16, 2005 11:52 pm
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- Location: South Yorkshire, UK Age: 26
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- one of us
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- Location: Trinidad
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So many times i've thought of joining him
He was my only reason to live and now i feel like i'm here for nothing
I'm a Rurouni Kenshin fan and nobody knows it:P
I can't remember a single time without him where i'd really felt beautiful
I act like i'm strong and i'm beautiful and i'm perfectly fine, but on the inside i hate everything about myself and it's ripping my heart out
I've never really managed to tell any friends how much i care for them
I hate myself for staring at another man when my true love just recently died
He was my only reason to live and now i feel like i'm here for nothing
I'm a Rurouni Kenshin fan and nobody knows it:P
I can't remember a single time without him where i'd really felt beautiful
I act like i'm strong and i'm beautiful and i'm perfectly fine, but on the inside i hate everything about myself and it's ripping my heart out
I've never really managed to tell any friends how much i care for them
I hate myself for staring at another man when my true love just recently died
~*~Your death was not my greatest loss... It was the part of my heart that died with you~*~
Angel_Falls
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- balletomane
- one of us
- Posts: 13705
- Joined: Fri Feb 11, 2005 3:54 am
im scared - really scared - that one day i'll have a drug problem, and/or and alcohol problem.
i feel so pathetic for wanting a boyfriend so much - but i do.
i feel so pathetic for wanting a boyfriend so much - but i do.
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~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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- Cellardoor
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3499
- Joined: Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:04 am
- Location: Ireland
i think im going to run away.
pms ok
pms ok
I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.
(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)
FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!
- what_if
- part of the fixtures
- Posts: 2457
- Joined: Thu Aug 18, 2005 10:35 am
- Location: Sydney, Australia
For the first time in a long time, i feel... happy. And this time, i swear i'm not going to let myself ruin it
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Living life is easy with eyes closed
The future is just a concept that we use to avoid living today
You can live with dignity; you can't die with it
~* My Place! *~
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Living life is easy with eyes closed
The future is just a concept that we use to avoid living today
You can live with dignity; you can't die with it
~* My Place! *~
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- flipflopfetish
- awe-inspiring
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*assorted trigs, etc.*
sorry if this is too long...
PMs fine
I'm good at making friends. I'm better at losing them.
All I want is to be touched
I want a bf so badly but no one notices me
I often wonder how many people would notice if I killed myself and stopped coming to school. Not too many, I think.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I still get crushes on girls
I really like older people and that bothers me. I want close friends that are my age. I want close friends.
I want people to notice my cuts but I hide them and am afraid of their reaction.
I'm too good at hiding my feelings. My T said I didn't have a problem, didn't need therapy and I practically TOLD her I cut!
I want to be ana SO BAD
The only person who noticed was my mom and I didn't want her to. My life is hell.
I really want to run away to Chicago. WHY CHICAGO????????
I want to die, but I can't kill myself. Must get more willpower.
I'm so scared of getting old. I want to die before I'm 40.
I'm a virgin.
don't read next one if you don't SI
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When people say they haven't cut, I always secretly wish they'd start again
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This friend opened up to me about her problems. I listened so well, but she wouldn't let me talk! I wanted to bash her face in.
PMs are fine
sorry if this is too long...
PMs fine
I'm good at making friends. I'm better at losing them.
All I want is to be touched
I want a bf so badly but no one notices me
I often wonder how many people would notice if I killed myself and stopped coming to school. Not too many, I think.
I'm pretty sure I'm straight but I still get crushes on girls
I really like older people and that bothers me. I want close friends that are my age. I want close friends.
I want people to notice my cuts but I hide them and am afraid of their reaction.
I'm too good at hiding my feelings. My T said I didn't have a problem, didn't need therapy and I practically TOLD her I cut!
I want to be ana SO BAD
The only person who noticed was my mom and I didn't want her to. My life is hell.
I really want to run away to Chicago. WHY CHICAGO????????
I want to die, but I can't kill myself. Must get more willpower.
I'm so scared of getting old. I want to die before I'm 40.
I'm a virgin.
don't read next one if you don't SI
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When people say they haven't cut, I always secretly wish they'd start again
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This friend opened up to me about her problems. I listened so well, but she wouldn't let me talk! I wanted to bash her face in.
PMs are fine
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"I'm just a little bit heiress, a little bit Irish"~ Rufus Wainwright
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zombie emily
I really need to be held, have a bf, so Im leading on guys I dont even like, just so they'll tell me that they like me.
Sometimes I get jealous of people who si still or who are anorexic.
I wish that he'd just notice me, because when he doesnt, it breaks my heart.
I still miss Will, still want to talk to him, still want to talk about him, I know I cant.
If he knew how close I was to falling for him, he's never talk to me again.
Sometimes I get jealous of people who si still or who are anorexic.
I wish that he'd just notice me, because when he doesnt, it breaks my heart.
I still miss Will, still want to talk to him, still want to talk about him, I know I cant.
If he knew how close I was to falling for him, he's never talk to me again.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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