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Post by pointeless » Mon Nov 14, 2005 5:43 pm

stressed
tierd
unmotivated
teary
weak
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Nov 14, 2005 9:04 pm

not very clever - quite dumb :cry:
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Post by collide » Tue Nov 15, 2005 7:20 pm

sp mentions su

right now i feel like killing myself
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Post by Poya Maitri » Tue Nov 15, 2005 7:27 pm

sad
frustrated
alone
hurt
suspicious
afraid
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Post by Aly » Tue Nov 15, 2005 7:55 pm

Restless and ready to be challenged damnit!
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:23 pm

A little confused...
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Post by tumultuous_mathematician » Wed Nov 16, 2005 3:39 pm

Better. Getting better. Still scared, still have that poisoned-feeling in my stomach when I think of certain things. Still feel harrassed and chased. But not as much. As if...as if I might be able to outrun the beast.

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Post by _MessedUp_ » Wed Nov 16, 2005 4:17 pm

like i can't cope and like i'll never get over my bf, well ex boyf now :cry:
and guilty for SI-ing last night
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Post by swanfaerie » Thu Nov 17, 2005 7:01 am

resigned
Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
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make your own snowflake!

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Post by collide » Thu Nov 17, 2005 7:13 am

feel like i need to throw up...because i have an eating disorder...need to get thinner...

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Post by Guest » Thu Nov 17, 2005 8:10 am

I feel lost and alone
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Post by whatever » Thu Nov 17, 2005 9:21 am

frustrated.
and scared.
and unfocused.
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Post by amyfairy » Thu Nov 17, 2005 2:56 pm

proud 8)
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Post by green » Thu Nov 17, 2005 4:37 pm

Scared. I can feel a wave of anxiety starting to wash over me and I think I'm going to have another panic attack.

I'm so scared.
"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Thu Nov 17, 2005 6:25 pm

A little lost.

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Post by Aly » Thu Nov 17, 2005 10:16 pm

I feel angry. So angry. So incredibly angry. And so, very scared. My anger terrifies me. I think I could almost anything when Im angry, most things that I would regret.

**si**


The time I worst sied, I was so incredibly angry. I went dangerously deep. Im scared of what Im capable of.



Scared of myself.
Angry at them
Angry at myself for allowing myself to feel such a strong emotion for the likes of them

**Growls**
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by Strange_Panda » Thu Nov 17, 2005 11:13 pm

Scared and anxious, trying to stay calm and not have a panic attack and freak out.

Wanting to SI so bad right now...but not wanting to disappoint everyone...

I feel alone.
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Nov 18, 2005 3:09 pm

tired as i'm an insomniac :roll:
ill, very ill and cold but hot and it hurts and stressed and scared and regretful and homesick :cry:
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Post by LT » Fri Nov 18, 2005 10:52 pm

Unloved, lonely, paranoid and broken hearted.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

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Post by Poya Maitri » Fri Nov 18, 2005 11:33 pm

sad
frustrated
disappointed
afraid
not wanting to sink into depression
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