Right now I feel...
- redheadedslt
- settling in
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like getting utterly plastered
Welcome to my mind, come on in!
I know its pretty messy in here, but I kind of like it that way.
Oops! Careful not to trip over anything, it can get very dark sometimes
The new Place ...drop by sometime
I know its pretty messy in here, but I kind of like it that way.
Oops! Careful not to trip over anything, it can get very dark sometimes
The new Place ...drop by sometime
- powdahchica
- growing roots
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Like I really can't go on feeling like this for the rest of my life.
Like I'm messing uni up again.
Like speed, coke or E would be really, really good right now.
Like I'm messing uni up again.
Like speed, coke or E would be really, really good right now.
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
I have a heap of unused DeadJournal codes if anyone wants one!
Welcome Wagon member.
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
I have a heap of unused DeadJournal codes if anyone wants one!
Welcome Wagon member.
- Poya Maitri
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now i feel healthy eating the m&m's...they're evil,you know...evil! i tell you!
right now i feel
sad
scared
angst of some kind
fear
sadness
lots of rage but kind of buried after i ate those evil things
right now i feel
sad
scared
angst of some kind
fear
sadness
lots of rage but kind of buried after i ate those evil things
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- red umbrellas
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- powdahchica
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- powdahchica
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- Poya Maitri
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- Green Beauty
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Tired
Omnia vincit amor
Member of the Welcome wagon
Shh be quiet, You might piss somebody off
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Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
Skipping and a jumping, In the misty morning fog with, Our hearts a thumpin' and you, My brown eyed girl
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Exhausted... rundown
Paranoid
Spaced Out
Like I'm tired of existing
Sleepy
Paranoid
Spaced Out
Like I'm tired of existing
Sleepy
"Music, it can sooth the soul or provoke the mind. A tool more potent than any pen."
my journal *triggs* my net home
my journal *triggs* my net home
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Right now I feel awful. I'm not in the depressive states I've been in a few times that last months and leave me wishing for death but I do feel incredibly lonely and shut out from the world. I'm glad I've found this site but I can't stop crying because everybody in my offline life thinks I'm crazy. I wish I hadn't told anybody about my SI but it hurts so bad. I'm overwhelmed and I feel guilty because I'm not entitled to feel this way. My problems aren't so bad so why can't I just accept life. Why can't I be happy? I'm so ungrateful. I hate myself so much and I hate the way I feel. I wish I could dissolve. Nothing makes me smile anymore. It hurts to breathe. I almost wish I were as depressed as I was six months ago just so that people would understand. At least when I was crying at school people noticed how I felt. Now, they just think I'm lazy and stupid. I swear I don't mean to feel this way. I swear I'm not doing it for attention. Nobody believes me. I'm such a baby. God, why did life get wasted on me?
I know I believe in nothing but it is my nothing
sleep can't hide the thoughts splitting through my mind
shadows aren't clean, false mirrors, too many people awake
if you stand up like a nail then you will be knocked down
I've been too honest with myself I should have lied like everybody else
-Manic Street Preachers
sleep can't hide the thoughts splitting through my mind
shadows aren't clean, false mirrors, too many people awake
if you stand up like a nail then you will be knocked down
I've been too honest with myself I should have lied like everybody else
-Manic Street Preachers
- perilousjourney
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