Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by neassa » Thu Nov 03, 2005 2:53 pm

happy
excited
frustrated
sad
annoyed
nervous
ecstatic
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Post by Blake 1 » Thu Nov 03, 2005 8:21 pm

hungry
tired
kind of down
like i want to SI
I'm not as
naive
asi wook

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Post by redheadedslt » Fri Nov 04, 2005 6:58 am

like getting utterly plastered
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Post by powdahchica » Fri Nov 04, 2005 8:03 am

like getting so drunk I can't feel the pain inside anymore...
like curling up in your arms even though I know you don't love me anymore...

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Post by mydriasis » Fri Nov 04, 2005 3:56 pm

Like I really can't go on feeling like this for the rest of my life.
Like I'm messing uni up again.
Like speed, coke or E would be really, really good right now.
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Post by Poya Maitri » Fri Nov 04, 2005 4:22 pm

now i feel healthy eating the m&m's...they're evil,you know...evil! i tell you!

right now i feel

sad
scared
angst of some kind
fear
sadness
lots of rage but kind of buried after i ate those evil things
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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Nov 04, 2005 9:44 pm

sad
anxious
uptight
confused and lost
a bit ill
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by fragile flame » Fri Nov 04, 2005 10:24 pm

sad
lonely

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Post by powdahchica » Fri Nov 04, 2005 11:02 pm

like I'm a complete failure at everything I try to do
like I need to change my major because I can't do it anymore
like nothing in my life is going right.

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Post by powdahchica » Fri Nov 04, 2005 11:03 pm

like I'm a complete failure at everything I try to do
like I need to change my major because I can't do it anymore
like nothing in my life is going right.

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Post by Blake 1 » Sun Nov 06, 2005 2:42 am

scared
sad
depressed
lonely
anxious
wanting to die
I'm not as
naive
asi wook

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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Nov 06, 2005 3:07 am

in pain physically
that feeling after you've been crying

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Post by Not_what » Sun Nov 06, 2005 3:17 am

overwhelmed
scared
hurt
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Post by Green Beauty » Sun Nov 06, 2005 8:32 pm

Tired

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Post by amyfairy » Sun Nov 06, 2005 8:48 pm

tired and not very healthy :-?

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Post by Zalen » Sun Nov 06, 2005 9:41 pm

Exhausted... rundown
Paranoid
Spaced Out
Like I'm tired of existing
Sleepy
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Post by In_Retrospect » Sun Nov 06, 2005 11:33 pm

Right now I feel awful. I'm not in the depressive states I've been in a few times that last months and leave me wishing for death but I do feel incredibly lonely and shut out from the world. I'm glad I've found this site but I can't stop crying because everybody in my offline life thinks I'm crazy. I wish I hadn't told anybody about my SI but it hurts so bad. I'm overwhelmed and I feel guilty because I'm not entitled to feel this way. My problems aren't so bad so why can't I just accept life. Why can't I be happy? I'm so ungrateful. I hate myself so much and I hate the way I feel. I wish I could dissolve. Nothing makes me smile anymore. It hurts to breathe. I almost wish I were as depressed as I was six months ago just so that people would understand. At least when I was crying at school people noticed how I felt. Now, they just think I'm lazy and stupid. I swear I don't mean to feel this way. I swear I'm not doing it for attention. Nobody believes me. I'm such a baby. God, why did life get wasted on me?
I know I believe in nothing but it is my nothing
sleep can't hide the thoughts splitting through my mind
shadows aren't clean, false mirrors, too many people awake
if you stand up like a nail then you will be knocked down
I've been too honest with myself I should have lied like everybody else
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Nov 07, 2005 9:38 am

shattered. tired of everything.

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Post by perilousjourney » Mon Nov 07, 2005 1:18 pm

alone, scared, hopeless, invisible, intensely, painfully sad, helpless,

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Post by balletomane » Tue Nov 08, 2005 4:07 am

sleepy and confused.

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