Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

KathyG · Post by **KathyG** » Wed Nov 02, 2005 10:07 pm

I often wish I were a victim of some tragic or violent act. Then, I would have a reason to feel so bad.

I sometimes imagin what my funeral would be like and if anyone would be there.

pms ok/or not - whatever

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Thu Nov 03, 2005 4:26 am

i am scared of the future

powdahchica · Post by **powdahchica** » Fri Nov 04, 2005 8:05 am

More often than not, I feel like an utter failure at everything I do.

snowangel_03 · Post by **snowangel_03** » Sat Nov 05, 2005 7:32 am

pm ok

-i still hate B for leaving me
-i just want someone, anyone, to say they love me and mean it. guys, friends, family, just someone
-i just wanna be good enough
-i wanna know what it feels like. maybe then i'll actually be happy
-i'm terrified i won't find it. i can't do this by myself
-i'm scared i'll never be happy

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Sun Nov 06, 2005 2:41 am

i am scared of myself

no pm's

gin and kerosene · Post by **gin and kerosene** » Mon Nov 07, 2005 6:28 am

i want him to feel like crap because I do
I stopped talking to him because I like talking to him. I hate that.
Sometimes I want to light myself on fire
On fri I cut my wrist. I wanted to die. I want to die. I think about it all the time

rosie605 · Post by **rosie605** » Mon Nov 07, 2005 10:08 pm

Comments ok.. PM me (SA trig....)

Sometimes I don't know if I want to stop SIing or not

When I was 10, I wanted to be an American Gladiator when I grew up.

My brother SAed me when I was 9-11 years old..... (wow it feels good to get that out )

I think I am a horribel teacher and my 2nd graders deserve a lot more than I am giving them.

I'm afraid that I won't be able to have kids when I get older.

Skellig · Post by **Skellig** » Tue Nov 08, 2005 3:26 am

PMs OK

I threw a bottle out of the shower once and it hit my mum's nose and made it bleed. i hate myself for that.

I was SA'd by my friend but because it was my friend it has to be ok cos they're a nice person really and can't have meant it.

In_Retrospect · Post by **In_Retrospect** » Tue Nov 08, 2005 4:31 am

My mom thinks I cut myself for attention but I really do it so that nobody will look too close.

balletomane · Post by **balletomane** » Tue Nov 08, 2005 4:50 am

i think he's cute...even when he's wearing sweatpants.

Chocoboko · Post by **Chocoboko** » Wed Nov 09, 2005 12:20 am

PMs welcome.

-Sometimes I want to be mean to people just to see if they'd still love me. I feel insecure in my relationships. I fear one minor mistep will make everyone leave me. So sometimes I want to go to the extreme to test people. I'd just feel *realy* safe if someone looked at me and told me they still loved me, even after all I did (and really meant it).

-I want to be wanted. I want to feel truly significant in another's life. I want to be a "best friend", not "another friend." Sometimes I feel too jealous and hate myself.

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Wed Nov 09, 2005 10:23 pm

I know everything's about to blow up and I don't care enough to try and prevent it.

M · Post by M » Thu Nov 10, 2005 1:46 am

PMs ok...

I feel like a monster inside... and sometimes I don't care at all.

I have never felt a genuine emotion my who life except for my love for this one person.

Everyday is a struggle not to cut- but some days I struggle with not wanting to stop myself next time.

I moved to be closer to her and now I've never felt so alone.

I am an alcoholic... and I like myself better that way even though I want to get it under control I don't b/c I know I won't like the person I'll become.

Shattered_Amethyst · Post by **Shattered_Amethyst** » Sat Nov 12, 2005 1:58 am

PMs are accepted....

I act like my friends are the only people who get me through my life....when really they just add to my problems and make me feel more like shit....

Strange_Panda · Post by **Strange_Panda** » Sat Nov 12, 2005 3:25 am

**Comments OK - PMs**

- My boyfriend doesn't know that I think he might be The One, because I know that he doesn't think I am The One.
- I never let anyone know how much I care about them, or how much I need them. I think that's the reason I don't have any real friends.

**Comments OK - PMs**

balletomane · Post by **balletomane** » Sat Nov 12, 2005 4:27 am

PMs fine.

I think I like L, but I really don't want to because nothing will ever come of it.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sat Nov 12, 2005 10:28 pm

PM's OK

*SI*

I cut "Better Off Alone" on my body yesterday. I'm so tired of being told taht I do everything wrong and that I'm a failure. Because of it I am going back to the way I was, crying all the time and not letting ANYONE touch me, not even the people I want to. I don't want anyone to see how hurt I am, how much they have hurt me.

I got "Better off ALONE" from a song that describes how I feel:

Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost
To put it nicely I hope you choke
A poet of sorts but I'm not enough, to give you an eyesore
Its hard to swallow with your hands around my throat
I'm sick and tired I told you so
You can call me at home but I know better than to answer the phone
When people ask about the last time that we spoke
I let the stitches do the talking for the most, part
And I leave out how you threw a lamp through my front window

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

Even if I spend 2004 listening to morrisey in my car
I'm better off alone, than I would be in your arms
In your arms,
I'm better off alone (In your arms)

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Sun Nov 13, 2005 10:01 pm

Even though I know she's pretending... I like when my mom takes care of me...

Aly · Post by **Aly** » Sun Nov 13, 2005 10:09 pm

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Sometimes I hate my mummy, and I cant ever tell her I love her, because I dont know if I do.
I blame her for everything that has gone wrong, even though logically I know it is noones fault, just something that happens.
I hate her for not helping me, when I know that she even when she tries to help me, I push her away.
Sometimes I wish that she'd leave. Even though if she did it would break my heart

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Strange_Panda · Post by **Strange_Panda** » Mon Nov 14, 2005 7:20 am

Comments OK - PM

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I'm very sick, and I don't know what's wrong. Part of me is wishing that I'm dying.

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