god. i dont know if i can cope.
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this mornng i was throwing up all over the place i was so sick. i still have 2 go to skool though cuz if i dont they said theyll arrest my folks. so i goto 2 skool n keep throwin up. then in chorus we were singing and i was startin 2 pass out not a panic attack but just aattack. ive had breathing probs since i was 7 no one cares. the 1st time i was taken 2 the hospital they found nothing wrong. so here i am with a breathing prob and passing out record and i dont have any clue why. n my folks are making me walk 6 miles 2 day at 4:30. its 40F out!!
theres no 1 gonna be there if i pass out. im really scared. n i SIed again. i have 2 goto the doc 2morro cuz of my low weight level n hell c. im so freaked. my world is coming down and my shields are failing. i have 2 go now i need 2 go walk 6 miles. ill ttyl if i dont passout. again..... please post or email me i need it im getting really bad in terms of SIing. cya wen i can
amanda
can i cope?
can i cope?
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-Helen Keller
Nature never deceives us; it is we who deceive ourselves.
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- shadowavenger
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just wanted you to know I read your post and am thinking of you. I don't know if you accept hugs but have as many as you like if you do. I hope your doctor appointment goes okay tomorrow. Could you talk to your doctor about getting some help to deal with this? There are people who care about you, so don't lose hope because you can get through this.
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're going to make it
"This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays." - Arthur Dent
"You're just wearing on the outside what the rest of us wear on the inside." - Sean McNamara, Nip/Tuck
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're going to make it
"This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays." - Arthur Dent
"You're just wearing on the outside what the rest of us wear on the inside." - Sean McNamara, Nip/Tuck
I dont really have any words right now; I dont really know what to say...
At the doctor, could you not tell him about your breathing porblems and see what he has to say?
Take care, thinking of you
At the doctor, could you not tell him about your breathing porblems and see what he has to say?
Take care, thinking of you
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
- perilousjourney
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hi
Hello Amanda, I am Tressi. I am new here. I hope you are doing ok. I am sorry for what you are going through. I care. Sometimes all I can do is try to get through each moment by counting the blinking of my eyes, or concentrating intensely of how the floor feels to my toes. I do not know if something like that would help you, even for a moment. But I am here and I care
thinking of you
Tressi
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