Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Sun Oct 16, 2005 2:29 am

i don't feel like part of you all's group and i wish i could talk to you guys but i know you don't care.
i wish i had a best friend.
i wish i knew someone here IRL that SI's.
i wish i wasn't like this.

no pm's please

theboldeditalics · Post by **theboldeditalics** » Sun Oct 16, 2005 2:57 am

I wish I had a best friend.

and I wish that I am not so easily swayed by people I admire.

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Sun Oct 16, 2005 5:25 am

I wish she hadn't said she'd give up ballet to be with me...

I'm not that great.

what_if · Post by **what_if** » Sun Oct 16, 2005 10:59 am

I dont have an ED, but i desperately wish i had the willpower to never eat again.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Mon Oct 17, 2005 1:38 am

PMs OKay

i dont care if people use me.

go ahead use me. I want it.

pretend you care, act like you love me, just to let me hold you for those three seconds. Im only 16 and I need you so bad. I need someone to listen even if its just to get me in the sac.

theboldeditalics · Post by **theboldeditalics** » Tue Oct 18, 2005 2:32 am

I really want to SI right now.

for no fucking reason.

pms welcomed.

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Tue Oct 18, 2005 4:02 pm

I talk to my cat like she's a real person......because she's the only one that willl listen.

Frozen · Post by **Frozen** » Tue Oct 18, 2005 9:29 pm

VowsOfSadness wrote:I stole broken glass from the chem lab

oh the thrill

ive done that too

smr89 · Post by **smr89** » Wed Oct 19, 2005 1:28 am

I don't have any really close friends and I wish I did. I really wish I had a best friend.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Wed Oct 19, 2005 3:02 pm

I talk to myself cause no one else is willing to listen.

rainbowFAILURE · Post by **rainbowFAILURE** » Wed Oct 19, 2005 3:39 pm

I wish I had someone to talk to or friends that I was actually close to.

I want to die but I no I could never kill myself because I'm too scared.

Im terrified of life.

shadow of a smile · Post by **shadow of a smile** » Mon Oct 24, 2005 4:08 pm

i think i might be pregnant. i'm scared.

i'm secretly hoping that by posting this, my period will suddenly return and say "ha ha, i got you".

toXic · Post by **toXic** » Mon Oct 24, 2005 7:20 pm

sometimes i talk to myself when i'm lonely...

i ordered a new $4000 drum set because i thought it'd make me happier while i was playing... the truth is i can't even find the motivation to pick up my sticks anymore

candiperfumegirl · Post by **candiperfumegirl** » Mon Oct 24, 2005 8:48 pm

Ilove him soooo much

I just wish i could say it back to him

DecemberLivy · Post by **DecemberLivy** » Mon Oct 24, 2005 11:10 pm

-pm ok-

i cut yesterday, once on my arm. i didn't even need to, i just wanted to remember how it felt.

it felt good.

i want to shut myself in my room and not talk to anyone, think, cry, cut, i dont know.

i dont want to be me anymore.

i've always felt proud of the fact that although i have many flaws, i'm still ok with being me. not anymore, i'm sick of myself.

i know i'm not fat, i know its all in my mind. but i want to be thin, really really thin, so i dont have to look at something i hate. thin is better.

sometimes, when i get really lonely, i imagine someone hugging me, or holding me because it makes the pain that little bit lighter.

this morning i poured hot wax on my leg.

i cant work, i need to be alone i dont want to be around anyone, i dont want to talk to anyone i want to do nothing.

i'm losing the will to live, a tiny bit at a time, everyday

i used to believe i couldn't kill myself because i had dreams, i wanted to be a writer, i wanted to be loved. now i think, whats the point? its not like it will happen, and even if it does, so what you're still you and thats what the problem is. writing a few bestsellers isn't going to change that.

i dont want to do this anymore

roseblum15 · Post by **roseblum15** » Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:23 am

I have a huge crush on Allison!

I want to tell people but I can't...

SpecialBlend · Post by **SpecialBlend** » Tue Oct 25, 2005 2:30 pm

I hate him for lying to me, for going behind my back, for stabbing me in the back instead of in front. I hate him for rubbing her in my face all the time, and I am mad at her for not seeing it. I hate how he posts about her online, flaunting their intimacy and drunkenness, when he knows all it will do is hurt me. I hate how i cant tell him these things to his face because he will just say that i am overreacting and he will somehow make it out to be my fault. I hate him for never saying sorry

I am so mad at her for never caring anymore, for putting on a sharade just to make herself feel better about what she did to me. I hate her for doing things with him that she would never do with me. I hate how she was so much nicer and so much more willing with him, and I hate how she went behind my back about it. I hate how she forced me over the edge and then couldnt even spare me 2 minutes of her time, instead she had to go do a "paper"....or get in bed with her boyfriend

I hate how I am too weak to tell them these things to their face. I just let them walk all over me because they know I am too attached to her to leave. I hate them for taking me for granted.

I would rather die and not burden them with my bullshit then have them yell at me all the time. It would make it so much easier if i were gone, for both of them.

**breathes**

theboldeditalics · Post by **theboldeditalics** » Tue Oct 25, 2005 11:12 pm

I lie to my best friends to make my life seem more interesting.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Wed Oct 26, 2005 4:35 am

I wish I could have just one friend who really cares about me enough to actually listen when i talk and not interrupt me.

I'm scared of going to sleep, I'm scared of being awake, I'm scared of the future.

I hate me.

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Wed Oct 26, 2005 1:28 pm

I go to work high because I can't stand the men touching me

I let them touch me because it makes me more tips

I use the tips to buy drugs so I can go to work high

bus

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