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Post by ghoulie13 » Tue Oct 25, 2005 4:46 am

god if i was to fill out this form for every time
i guess i would have alot of posts.


after
after
after
after

always after......

i feel like shit.
i always do after.
but i feel better thatn before


i am o.k.


me
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Post by mallie » Tue Oct 25, 2005 4:49 pm

Glad you're okay.

Why do you feel like shit now? How is that feeling different to before you SIed?

Did you try anything else to cope with how you were feeling?

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Post by ghoulie13 » Fri Oct 28, 2005 5:48 am

sorry to get back so late mallie0... my kitty is trying to help me type.. bad kitty go poo!!!


Glad you're okay.

:evilbat: thanks

Why do you feel like shit now? How is that feeling different to before you SIed?

:evilbat: i get confused and down. sometimes it is like an overwhelming feeling that just comes over you like a blankeyt and your captive. once the blanket is over you, you need to cut a hole or two (or three or four) in it to breath. it let's the air in and the bad air out.
Did you try anything else to cope with how you were feeling?
:evilbat: i tried to go to bed but i could not sleep. i kept scratching my head out of frustration and, and, i dunno? i have no idea where to go from there.
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Post by pandablue » Fri Oct 28, 2005 4:03 pm

Ghoulie wrote:i kept scratching my head out of frustration and, and, i dunno? i have no idea where to go from there.
Have you tried writting your feelings down before?
You are so good at expressing feelings in words. It has helped me to avoid si and, like I said, I suck at it. You have talent in writting!!!!!!!!




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Post by ghoulie13 » Sat Oct 29, 2005 7:32 am

no i don't..
thank you panda

but i really do not have any talent in that.

i failed english.....
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Post by pandablue » Sat Oct 29, 2005 6:30 pm

Failing English doesn't mean you don't have talent :roll:

It might help release some of the stuff inside if you write it down

you can always send the stuff you write to me and I can get rich off it :lol:

hope you're doing well today




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