Has anyone ever had a "blackout cut"?
The other night, I just remember hysterically crying, then searching for a razor, throwing a bottle of pills across the room because I couldn't get the cap open, then falling asleep. That's it. I woke up the next morning with some cuts on my arm that I didn't remember making and bruises in various places.
I'm just trying to understand this a bit better. But the fact that it happened scared me. I haven't cut since then, but I've been tempted, but I'm afraid that a relapse of the past night might happen.
Thanks, and you all are in my heart.
"Blackout cuts" ***slight SI reference***
"Blackout cuts" ***slight SI reference***
Last edited by esaeler on Wed Oct 19, 2005 1:06 am, edited 1 time in total.
i live a lie, one i keep inside
forgive me for what i am about to do
i fall again with every stroke
it takes my breath as i begin to choke..
-July 12, 2006 - March 28, 2007-
SI FREE for 8 months, 16 days.
Everyone slips.
forgive me for what i am about to do
i fall again with every stroke
it takes my breath as i begin to choke..
-July 12, 2006 - March 28, 2007-
SI FREE for 8 months, 16 days.
Everyone slips.
I've never had that happen to me, although someitmes i wake up the morning after i cut and i don't remember i cut until i get in the shower and see the cuts but then it all comes back to me and i remember what happened. I'm sorry this happened to you and that you're feeling triggered. I hope you're doing ok. I'm sorry I don't have many helpful things to say. *Hugs* (if that's ok)
Take care of yourself and stay safe.
Take care of yourself and stay safe.
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