sorry i have been gone so long *SU*

[kankuro]

yea sorry i havent been on in a long while, i had things under controll for a while, then it all went south in a hurry. i dun wanna bore with details but i have been within an inch of suicide in the last three weeks and i dunno how much longer i can take it. i am really just hating life, girls walk all over me, my friends turn their backs to me when i really need them, my dad keeps looking for every excuse in the book to kick me outa the house, i havent told anyone this but i spent 3 days in the mental ward at my local hospital cause i was afraid of what i was gonna do to myself or those around me. i dunno what to do anymore, my only outlet of peace in this world is my anime, and even that, is starting to lose its hold on my sanity.
any help or hugs would be greatly appreciated....i just dont know how much longer i can take what i am going through

love and peace
kankuro

[steady hands]

just wanted to know that I read, and i'm here. I'm sorry that it all went downhill so quickly. feel free to PM me if you want.

xx gretchen

[balletomane]

I am really glad that you went to the mental ward. That takes a lot of bravery. I hope things get better for you. I am sorry things are so tough. I hope you have a list of resources you can make use of when you are feeling low. Don't hesitate to call emergency medical services if you are feeling unsafe. Take care of yourself, and remember, we're here for you.

b