Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by pandora » Sat Aug 20, 2005 9:40 am

x rated :tongue:

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Post by magebaby » Sat Aug 20, 2005 11:25 am

unfocussed sadness.

nervous. jittery. a bit edgy.


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Post by Nona » Sat Aug 20, 2005 10:47 pm

Scared
Exhausted
Sore
Messed up
Unsure
and so, so sad

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Post by Mindpoison » Sun Aug 21, 2005 6:05 am

Angry
Manipulated
Scared
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Post by magebaby » Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:21 am

confused.

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"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

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Post by Beasty » Mon Aug 22, 2005 10:44 pm

right now...i feel...powerful. magical. yet so alone...
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Post by fuzzy ducky » Tue Aug 23, 2005 3:49 am

Sick
Tired
Wound up
Triggered
So so alone.
Worthless
Abandoned
Ignored
Unimportant
Nearly suicidal, but not quite. Not going there again.
Sick of my own complaints.
Not as good as someone else obviously is
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Of course I'm out of my mind, Its dark and scary in there

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Post by pandora » Tue Aug 23, 2005 5:56 am

I can't deal with this.
You have murmerings of "later" but all I hear is rejection"I don't want you"
Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
maybe I am just too fu**ed up.
why can't someone really go after me for once, or are you just trying to be considerate ?
all I want to do is make some dramatic statement so you'll care... I'm trying really hard to be a "grown up" and not do that though.
I feel rejected, always rejected.
shit.

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Post by t_k » Tue Aug 23, 2005 11:57 am

Fat.
Angry.
Sad.
Lonely.
Unloved.
Helpless.
Like a fraud...
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Post by Mindpoison » Tue Aug 23, 2005 3:49 pm

Empty.
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Post by Guest » Wed Aug 24, 2005 2:07 am

worthless
used
ignored
isolated
like a freak
tired
disgusting
tired
tired
tired and did i say tired
sad

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Post by Mindpoison » Thu Aug 25, 2005 11:36 pm

Like a whore
Needy
Stupid
Lonely
Abandoned
Frustrated
Scared
Depressed
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It's easy to be miserable. Being happy is tougher - and cooler. </center>

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Post by leensie » Fri Aug 26, 2005 1:36 am

i dont
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Post by pretty » Fri Aug 26, 2005 9:12 am

excited.
alive.
slightly chilly.
enthusiastic.
sneezy.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by balletomane » Sat Aug 27, 2005 8:48 am

lost

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Post by Guest » Sat Aug 27, 2005 8:58 am

:star: not alive
:star: not dead
:star: just here

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Post by CelophaneFlower » Sun Aug 28, 2005 1:38 am

On the edge
There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.

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Post by Guest » Sun Aug 28, 2005 3:17 am

Urgey...

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Post by pandora » Sun Aug 28, 2005 6:30 am

"found out"
discovered and unwanted
alone and thinking about being dead.

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Post by pandora » Sun Aug 28, 2005 7:22 am

I should be dead.

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