it is getting harder again

[kitkats]

It has been a little over a week since my last episode of SI. Yesterday, I came so close to giving in, and this morning it is still on my mind. Yesterday was a very emotional day, and I'm going through some changes in my life right now with some relationships in my life. Yesterday, the losses of some of those relationships hit me, and it overwhelmed me to the point where I went and got stuff. I haven't done anything, but this having to keep it together for everyone and pretend that everthing is ok is taking a toll. Everyone depends on me at work to take care of things, and comes to me with problems. Guess I just needed to say this before I have to pull it together before I go to work this morning and deal with stuff there. Thanks for listening.

Kat

[balletomane]

I am really sorry things are getting tough again. I am glad though that you were able to write things out here. Please take care of yourself. It is great that people trust you to be a problem solver at work, but make sure you do nice things for yourself too.

[limestone]

give yourself time to adjust to relationship changes