last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

Territorial Hawk · Post by **Territorial Hawk** » Sun Jun 19, 2005 1:36 am

I called Lifeline instead.

SouthernComfort · Post by **SouthernComfort** » Mon Jun 20, 2005 8:33 am

I used a distraction and called my friend. Although she didnt know she saved me from cutting a lot that day. Then afterwards I went for a walk and had a cig, then went to sleep. When I woke up, I didnt feel like SIing

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Thu Jun 23, 2005 6:39 pm

because Ryan told me he didnt want me to be sad, he is proud of me for going so long and he "doesn't want [me] to be a sad girl"

used coping skills

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat Jun 25, 2005 4:47 am

Cause I bought a brand new bakini and cant wait to wear it at the beach in florida!

amerylis · Post by **amerylis** » Thu Jul 07, 2005 3:58 pm

because the fire training thing wasintresting

degrassigal2007 · Post by **degrassigal2007** » Fri Jul 08, 2005 1:55 am

The last time i wanted to s/i, i wrote in my journal about what was bothering me, and ranted for awhile on my cell to my friend. I wuv my friends! most of em are recovering, so we help each other out.

If anyone wants to chat, i'm almost always online. if i'm not, feel free to email me.

~Heather

DecemberLivy · Post by **DecemberLivy** » Fri Jul 15, 2005 6:17 am

the scissors were not sharp enough

LuLu · Post by **LuLu** » Tue Jul 19, 2005 4:56 am

I came to this website & sent text messages to my friend who helped me

NobodyToYou · Post by **NobodyToYou** » Tue Jul 19, 2005 5:07 am

I thought my reason for being upset was stupid and I didn't want to admit (even to myself) that it could make me upset enough to SI.

b3autifu2l37 · Post by **b3autifu2l37** » Mon Jul 25, 2005 3:14 pm

i haven't "SI"ed in a little over 2 months. i stopped because my closest friends told the school nurses on me.. i was FURIOUS, but eventually realized what they meant to do was help me. my boyfriend took all my razors and stuff away.. and hid them. and he won't give them back (which is in my best interest). whenever i feel like SI-ing, i tell him, or one of my best friends. they talk to me about it and cheer me up and when i don't have one of them around, i just keep my mind off of it and put it off, or do something constructive. once i drew a picture of a girl who had cut herself and she had cuts on her arms and legs.. it made me feel better and i put so much detail and work into it that it wore me out and i just fell asleep and i woke up the next day and i didn't want to SI anymore. i hope i can keep not doing it..

Glitter_fairy · Post by **Glitter_fairy** » Thu Jul 28, 2005 3:54 am

i really didnt have to

angelic212 · Post by **angelic212** » Sat Jul 30, 2005 1:22 am

i came to the coping board instead of siing

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 6:40 pm

I called a crisis line and talked for about an hour and the trigger or urge went away.

angelic212 · Post by **angelic212** » Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:06 pm

posted in my place thread and chatted with a friend on msn messanger and listened to music

SxcJulz4eva · Post by **SxcJulz4eva** » Fri Aug 05, 2005 12:19 am

Last night, i felt like cutting really badly, i went into the bathroom, and i was planning to, but i thought that soon my mum will notice, soon my friend will crack and tell my mum, and that means i have to go to the counsellor that doesnt know anything. so instead i screamed into my pillow, forced some tears out, punched my pillow, and whilst trying to punch my pillow i gave myself a v big shock because my radio fell off the shelf, and that shocked me enuf to give me an adrenilin rush and so i finally got the energy to write down like 3 pages of my problems.

what_if · Post by **what_if** » Mon Aug 29, 2005 8:40 am

...My sister was around, and just talking to her helped me greatly.

pretty · Post by **pretty** » Fri Sep 09, 2005 1:32 pm

I didn't have time to get supplies, so I guess the real reason is that I stopped carrying tools and supplies.

I'm glad I didn't.

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Wed Sep 28, 2005 1:10 am

I had to get a shower and leave for class.

smr89 · Post by **smr89** » Fri Sep 30, 2005 1:02 am

I have a couple of reasons for not si'ing the last time I wanted to (which happens to be last night):
1) Your body is a temple (1 Corinthians 6:19-20)
2) It's been about 6 months since I last si'd. I'm proud of that and I REALLY don't want to ruin my record!
3) I know that there are numerous people in my life who are really proud of me for not doing it anymore and who would also be very disappointed if I started again. And I hate having people disappointed it me. Doesn't it suck to hear those words!

Heres how I avoid si'ing:
1) Think about the above reasons not to
2) Write
3) Crafts- painting, drawing, knitting (I'm making a scarf)
4) Calling a friend. I usually don't tell them about the temptation but it's nice to just chat and it keeps me busy.
5) Computer, TV, movies (Especially The Italian Job, Without a Paddle and Family Guy)

shadowavenger · Post by **shadowavenger** » Mon Oct 10, 2005 8:32 pm

Last night I was literally unable to sleep because I wanted to so much, but I didn't. I didn't because I didn't feel I could trust myself not to do some serious damage and ending up in hospital would be a very bad idea right now.

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last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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