Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

[VowsOfSadness]

FEBRUARY 22 2007 This post has been edited. See below.

Okay so there is a site I know some of us have come across called Post Secret and I think it's very neat.

So I am trying this out (my friend on her blogg posts small secrets every sunday and I have begun this too) so just put proper spoilers and warnings and post some of your secrets (unspecific or not) and we'll see how this works.

Vows

*EDIT*IMPORTANT PLEASE READ*

If you would like comments please state so at the top and bottom of your post, by putting *Please Comment-PM* If you do not mind either way put something like *Comments are fine-PM*. Otherwise if you would like no comments you don't have to put anything and no one will comment

It is okay for people to want comments on their secret, when you reply to a comment do so via PM, don't feel intimadated to PM someone. I am only asking for them in PM form so the thread doesn't go off-track.

PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ON ANY POSTS UNLESS OTHERWISE STATED at the top and bottom of the post.

Put proper spoilers, I'm sure we all know this, but just to be safe.

You can put your secret in a new post everytime or edit your old ones if you want. Posting a new post will get more attention and won't be lost.

-Vows
Pm w/any questions

These threads could be useful if you're in a really bad place:
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<a href="viewtopic.php?t=96256" target="_blank" class="postlink">The constructive venting thread</a>

<a href="viewtopic.php?t=101831" target="_blank" class="postlink">How you feel and what you're going to DO about it</a>

<a href="viewtopic.php?t=38812" target="_blank" class="postlink">Reasons for Living</a>

[VowsOfSadness]

-sometimes I still think about anthony

- I didn't know what abbacrombie and Fitch was until LFO sang that "summer girls" song or whatever.

-I may have an eating disorder, but I refuse to believe it.

[roseblum15]

- I steal money from my brother... with the intention of paying him back someday, but I know I probably never will.

- I have a secret crush on someone, and because of that we don't get along.

- I don't know what I want to do with my life.



*OD* trigger
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- wish that I would have ODed that night

ETA spelling errors, and a new secret

[Guest]

-I'm scared of never being able to say no to sex.

-I don't want to let go of si or depression because i'm scared of the other teenage pressures.

-deep down inside i've never stopped hating myself.

-i act strong(bad ass) when really all i am is weak.

-some tv shows make me cry but i can't cry over the death of my mommy.

-when i ask questions or confide into someone, i feel ashamed and want to punish myself.

[VowsOfSadness]

*Comments are fine-PM*

-We made a club and I didn't let my best friend in, her petition to join was questioned by the group and eventually denied saying she just wasn't Spanky (that's the name of the "gang") "material". People who have petitioned to become a memeber after have already been accepted and risen through the ranks, but no one has told my friend her petition has been denied yet (I suppose I should since I'm the leader but i don't have the heart).

-I am afraid if I ever have kids they will be like me (a dreaded thought)

-I am lost 90% of the time, I just "go with the flow"

-Okay people know I am bad at hearing but they think I am joking, they don't realize to what extent. I must always have the sub-titles on so I know what's going on otherwise I have to turn the TV WAY up. Also I use a combination of watching people's lips and hearing what they say Thus my next secret is:
>>>>>>>- My friend since childhood katie is speaks really softly and covers her mouth MOST OF THE TIME I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE IS SAYING. i'll ask her to repeat things once but after that I just pretend I understand her until I know what were talking about.

*Comments are fine-PM*

[Guest]

-i truely need my big sister but i don't know what i would say to her.

-there is stuff inside but i can't talk about it right now...i can't even name it right now.

-i'm scared...i'm scared of the pressures to come in another year of highschool.

-i'm scared that when my big sis sees me in person she wont like me anymore...or that i'll freeze and not be able to say anything to her.

-i'm just going through the motions, walking around in a daze.

[Territorial Hawk]

*triggers - su*














- In year 9, I bullied a boy in my year. He was younger than me, and stuttered, and was very shy and quiet. I used to wait outside class for him, I called him names and threatened him.

He hanged himself. He was 14.

[Koru]

SI trigs
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I hide my cuts but deep down I wish someone cared enough to notice

[candiperfumegirl]

-i'm not afraid to die. I'm afraid everyone will hate me if i do.

-i love him i just can't say it back right now

[Tori1989]

- I'm too scared to write down my secrets, because if I do, they'll become real.

[balletomane]

I still wish I could become a ballerina when I grow up.

I think I am a-asexual (no affectional or sexual attractions) but I say I am straight-asexual (affectional/emotional attractions to males, but no sexual attraction) because I think it will make me seem less weird.

[treasure]

comments are ok - PM me

- i'm scared that all the anger inside me might make me "snap" one day and i might do something violent.
- i think i'd like to be that out-of-control because its better than being nobody.

[magebaby]

- i still miss him. i care about him, and i think about him -- wonder whether he's ok, and happy (because i want him to be well and happy), and whether he still cares about me.

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mage

[VowsOfSadness]

*comments are fine-PM*

*sex/drugg triggs*
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I wish me and Rye would have found that E and shared it and we would have F*cked eachother. At least I would have had something, got something out of this.
Now its over
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*comments are fine-PM*

[Something Else]

I act like I'm fine and together, but I'm afraid I'm sinking into depression again.

I can have a really bad temper, and I'm afraid it'll get me into trouble someday.

I feel like a loser because I'm 22 and can't drive, and have never had a real relationship.

I hate myself.

[kurdt_kobain]

I don't know what to do.

[balletomane]

Sometimes (very rarely) I don't know if I really want to get better.

(The thread is still alive-no worries Waffles)

[Guest]

-- I could kill M. I really could, like, not I wish I could, but I actually could

-- I dont find him attractive...

-- I love someone else

-- Girls turn me on sometimes

[BrokenGurl]

* i lie to hide my secrets*
*don't like who i am*
* i've never felt loved*
*im scared of telling my T how i really feel*

[roseblum15]

So I have a question, If we have already posted once, should we edit our previous post to add a new secret, or just make a new post?


- I think that I like females more than I like guys, and i know I can never tell anyone that because I will be kicked out of the family. The only one who knows is Anne.