Things Left Unsaid *LA*

balletomane · Post by **balletomane** » Sat Jul 02, 2005 2:53 am

get out of my rooom. now.

Dungeon_Lilly · Post by **Dungeon_Lilly** » Sat Jul 02, 2005 6:20 pm

Just because I don't complain about it constantly doesn't mean it doesn't hurt everyday and until you have it don't tell me how to sort it because it's not that simple

PoisonIvy · Post by **PoisonIvy** » Sun Jul 03, 2005 2:24 am

I - i don't know if i want to be with you. i love you so much that it hurts me to be apart, that the more we are apart the more that i hate you for not wanting to be near me. i hate your friends. i hate your slutty friends. i hate your ex-girlfriends. i want you to leave me as i can't leave you.

K - you're new to me, thats exciting. i've spent so much time talking to you that you've become one of the nicest distractions in awhile. you're beautiful, really. i can't wait to hang out with you when you get back. i miss you a lot today, i think tomorrow will be bad too . . .

S - you've become so boring. i have hardly any desire to be close to you. the last time we talked you pissed me off so much. i have cooled off, but have decided to try to take some space til we talk again.

R - i miss you. i wish that we were closer then we are. i wish i was your best friend and that you could never replace me. i can't wait to see you on sun.

M - i'm disappointed that things have not worked out for us. everytime i talk to you, it makes me think of that, and that hurts me, so i talk to you less. i am jealous that someone loves you that much. why can't he love me like that? why won't you say something to him?

Skyeler · Post by **Skyeler** » Sun Jul 03, 2005 4:53 am

A- I fucking miss you, all that love stuff aside I just fucking miss having you next to me on the couch saying stupid comments while we watch Dave Chapelle.

I fucking miss being able to wear all your band shirts, and you took my jeans, I want them back they probably don't even fit your ass.

and I fucking miss all the love stuff... I fucking miss you, I fucking miss us.

Dungeon_Lilly · Post by **Dungeon_Lilly** » Sun Jul 03, 2005 5:21 pm

Just grow up, your moods and temper affect everyone stop yelling at us all and throwing your weight around when something goes wrong

cariad · Post by **cariad** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 1:07 pm

i cant get these memeories away
i hate myself
so much
for never ever being good enough

Koru · Post by **Koru** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 6:19 pm

J - I wish I could take back all the stuff I have said to you, you are not worth my attention, you are immature, self centred and manipulative even if you don't realise it. Contacting you and letting you hurt me again and again is just another way of hurting myself and being self destructive. I have better ways to hurt myself and better friends to spend my time with.

J2 - I really like you, I wish I knew what I wanted from my life then I'd have some idea of what I want from you. Thank you for caring for me when I was so drunk I couldn't stand, thank you for listening and being a friend to yet another fucked up female, thank you for still treating me with friendship and respect after the night we spent together. I really hope that you stay in my life.

candiperfumegirl · Post by **candiperfumegirl** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 6:33 pm

kirk- i love you. although i can't say it back right now i do.

everyone else-i can't fucking do it okay? i just want to die why can't you hear me screaming?

balletomane · Post by **balletomane** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 6:36 pm

bugger off. I don't like you so leave me alone.

magebaby · Post by **magebaby** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 9:04 pm

honney, thank you so much. you're a star and i love you. why are you so good to me?

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what it all boils down to is that you have to make compromises in relationships. you have to make compromises to have a family. i'm sorry you regret/resent that, but that's the way it is. that's what you signed up for when you got married and had kids.

i wish i could make you happy. i wish i could make you happy enough not to want to leave us.

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you're cool. take care.

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thank you. i love you.

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mage

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 9:20 pm

**lang**

A -- My GOD ur a demanding attention-seeking BITCH. You're self centered, and selfish. You're a wannabe slut, and cant even get that right. You want and expect people to worship the ground u walk on. I mean, GET REAL. Ur a complete BITCH to be around. Ur such a fucking loser, can u blame peopkle for not wanting to talk to you ALL the time. And yet you demand from them that they do that. You fuck up ur own life with ur ridiculous demands, and u fuck up other peoples. I wish I cld have nothing more to do with u, but thats not possible. I wish I cld have nothing more to do with ur behaviour, but unfortunately its addictive. I so badly want to be free of the way you behave, but, I cant let go of that side of u yet.
But, mark my words, I FUCKING HATE YOU. I HATE how much you've fucked up my life. I mean, what fucking right do u fucking have, to barge in here and fuck stuff up for me. Stuff was going good, and then u came along. I dont even know where u came from, or why ur here. I dont know what it will take to make u BUGGER OFF. Ur such a fucking BITCH, everyone fucking thinks so. You're so unwanted, and u so obviously know it, so FUCK RIGHT OFF out of my life, and the lives of everyone around me who I care about.

And, also, u are SUCH an attention whore. I mean, u ADMIT ur si is for attention, and hope it will get u even more. How fucking desperate can u get. Some people use si as a coping mechanism. Because they're hurting so badly inside. But, no, not u. U use it because ur not happy with having peoples attention most of the time by being loud and DEMANDING attention. But, you had to take it further. DIDNT U BITCH?

Urgh, I fucking hate u so much, I envisage killing u when I need cheering up....

(why is it so easy to be truthful about urself when u pretend ur talking about someone else?)

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Jul 05, 2005 10:17 pm

D -- OMG, are u serious? Please say u meant what u were implying...please say u werent joking around. I know I appeared to be, but I wld do that for u, if u were being serious. I would.
I so badly want u to be serious. Ive been in love with u for so long. Please feel the same way. FINALLY please feel the same way.....
Its SHIT timing, but PLEASE do feel the same. Im not kidding, T wld be history if ur being serious. I love u so so much. PLEASE have been being serious. I really need u to have been. And its MEAN of u if u werent.
I wish I cld just say "Dan Im in love with you" cus then, it wld be easy for u to tell me what u rly felt. But cant deal with bing rejected by you again. Not after the past TWO times.
Urgh.....PLEASE say u meant what u were implying....PLEASE!! I so badly need you to mean it....

I love u forever...

magebaby · Post by **magebaby** » Wed Jul 06, 2005 10:17 pm

don't leave us. please.

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can i have a hug?

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mage

magebaby · Post by **magebaby** » Wed Jul 06, 2005 11:43 pm

i'm not ok. i need help. i don't know where to look for it. i don't even know where to start. i feel so alone.

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mage

Kamikaze · Post by **Kamikaze** » Thu Jul 07, 2005 9:21 am

*lang*

I wish you would just leave me alone. I don't like you and I know you don't like me, so why can't you just fucking leave me alone? Do you really think I give a fucking toss about what you think? No one does, they'd have to be dumb to care about you. I no can't believe any fucking word that you say. You talk so much crap. Why can't you waste all of the crap on someone else instead of on me? Infact why can't everyone just leave me alone. Alyn, why can't uou just get a fucking life? You have no idea what it's like in the real world because you just spend all day on that fucking game. You're such a retard, what is the fucking point in learning Slovenian? Are you ever going to go to Slovenia? No, so why fucking bother. Sometimes I think God gave you jelly for a brain because if you have got a brain you are so dumb you can't fucking use it.

Mindpoison · Post by **Mindpoison** » Thu Jul 07, 2005 7:09 pm

M - You have no right to make me feel so worthless. I'm worth a lot more than you. I'm a better person than you. Don't ever treat me like that again. I'm NOT your doormat. The problem is with you, not everyone else in the world. YOU have problems that YOU need to deal with. Don't put it on me. Don't turn it into MY issue.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Jul 07, 2005 8:02 pm

T -- I love u SO much angel. I hope u have a nice time this weekend, but I miss u already n ur not even gone yet. I missed u 2 seconds after ud walked back to ur rehearsal...
I cant wait to see u on monday...I cant wait for u to hold me again! I love u tuns angel. I cant believe I feel the way I do about D, when I have u. U mean so much more to me. You do! I love u. I LOVE U

xanemicroyaltyx · Post by **xanemicroyaltyx** » Thu Jul 07, 2005 9:42 pm

sometimes i wish something really awful happens. or i become focussed enough to do something dramatic. just so they *have* to care.

right now. i'm exhausted. and i'm scared. and i'm spacey. and i want to kill the whole world away.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Jul 07, 2005 10:40 pm

Daddy,
I was SO scared today when I heard about the bombs. I thought u might've been hurt. There was onyl a slim possibility as u are always in ur office by the time that the bombs went off, but I was still so scared. I nearly cried. I havent dun that. I wont do that. Its silly of me.
People would say I was ridiculous. There's nothing wrong with u, u werent affected. It would be silly. But, Im still scared for u. What if there are more bombs. What if next time, u ARE hurt? What will I do without u Daddy? Im still ur "little girl". Despite the things I say and do, Im still ur "little girl". I still need u so bad. Its sounds awful, but I could cope without mummy. I couldnt cope without u. Ur my world.
I just want to wrap my arms around u, n not let u go, but, I cant do that. We DONT do that in our family. I wishj I ould say "I love u" to u, but again, we DONT do that in our family. But I would HATE it if u HAD been hurt today, and Id NEVER said to "I love u"
Cus I do daddy, I love u SO much. More than u know, more than I show. I couldnt cope without u. I hope ull be safe tomorrow, and all days....I LOVE U!
Ur "little girl", Ill FOREVER be ur little girl. however old I am....

starrynight26 · Post by **starrynight26** » Fri Jul 08, 2005 1:08 am

don't you give a fuck at all about me?

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