who are you right now? *lang trigs*

[Illumina]

i am...
- stronger than I think
- hurting
- trapped
- going to be ok
- feeling guilty

i am not...
- to blame for everything
- depressed

i feel...
- hurt
- broken
- pushed to the limit
- guilty

i want...
- to feel safe
- to feel loved
- to be held

i need...
- security
- stability

i have...
- people that want to be there for me
- people that love me (even if they fuck up as much as me)
- a complicated life.

i love...
- too many people that don't love me

i hate...
- myself.

[Beasty]

i am...
a crewbie
compassionate

i am not...
alright
preppy

i feel...
pained
fat

i want...
to be loved
chocolate

i need...
a haircut
to excersize today

i have...
two Phantom movies
toe shoes

i love...
Alex
Ms. Funderburk

i hate...
myself
being alone

[t_k]

i am...
- tired
- sore
- out of it
- hungry
- intruiged...
- cold

i am not...
- warm
- happy
- safe feeling
- content

i feel...
- depressed
- fat
- mentally exhausted
- fake
- useless

i want...
- brittany to leave nick alone
- corey to stop being a dick (ha!)
- to burn... a lot
- my dylan
- things the way they were

i need...
- sleep
- food
- sex

i have...
- a perfectly good bed to sleep in
- work in the morning
- burns on my arm

i love...
- sex
- hugs with gavin
- my piercings

i hate...
- brittany.

[plantt]

i am...
me
tall
capable
determined
stubborn
difficult
going to make it to my goals
(human)

i am not...
stupid
fat
(unlikeable)

i feel...
tired
blank
empty
unreal

i want...

i need...

i have...

i love...
turnip
skittles
bean

i hate...

[marylou]

i am...
in a really good place just now

i am not...
depressed anymore

i feel...
empowered

i want...
to keep this up

i need...
continual support

i have...
a terrific church and support group

i love...
my new flat!!

i hate...
that L used me

[Illumina]

i am...
- empty
- low

i am not...
- the only one at fault

i feel...
- alone
- trapped
- scared

i want...
- to be loved

i need...
- security
- stability

i have...
- very little left

i love...
- her even thought she's so bad for me

i hate...
- this situation
- feeling like this

[lin]

i am...
capable

i am not...
bad
horrible
fat
manipulative
stupid

i feel...
confused
overwhelmed
numb

i want...
to hide
for everything to be better
to be honest

i need...
to sort out my thoughts
to study for my exams
freedom
space
time alone

i have...
a cat on my knee
a family that cares about me

i love...
windy weather
rain
the beach
my cats

i hate...
feeling like this
not being able to identify what i'm feeling
being treated this way

[magebaby]

i am...
-tired
-selfish
-struggling
-foolish
-alone

i am not...
-ok
-good

i feel...
-guilty
-dirty inside myself
-sick

i want...
-to die
-to go back to the way things were before

i need...
-to feel needed
-to feel loved
-to be listened to

i have...
-caused pain to people i love

i love...
-them

i hate...
-myself
-feeling this way

[BrokenxAngelx]

I am...
~ Tired
~ Triggered
~ Alone
~ Upset
~ Hurting

I am not...
~ Beautiful
~ Coping
~ Special

I feel...
~ Upset
~ Shaky
~ Alone

I want...
~ To be happy
~ To be loved

I need...
~ To feel loved
~ To feel as though I'm not invisible

I have...
~ Made somebody happy

I love...
~ A certain person who I canot have

I hate...
~ Myself
~ Alot of people

[leensie]

i am...
alive
lonely
sad
a little hopeful

i am not...
complaining
talking
thinking
sleeping

i feel...
invaded
closed up
like crying

i want...
to cry
sleep
my pillow

i need...
sleep
a hug
help

i have...
best friends

i love...
my best freinds
my family (somewhere deep down)
ice cream
my freinds
my bed
my music
bus.

i hate...
mean people
being ignored
feeling ignored

[balletomane]

i am...
still breathing

i am not...
writing
thinking
fighting


i feel...
tired
lonely
scared
disappointed

i want...
to escape
to be free

i need...
Sleep
A shower

i have...
this question is too hard to answer

i love...
nothing

i hate...
me

[DecemberLivy]

i am...

alone

i am not...

the girl that guys want to date

i feel...

nothing inside... numb

i want...

to have someone who i can see and love me... like a bf

i need...

someone to love me and be here

i have...

to go to the loo (lol...)

i love...

mark

i hate...

myself

[neassa]

i am...
ugly
alone
broken
fat
single

i am not...
happy
thin
pretty
cheerful

i feel...
lonely
tired
depressed
sad
hurt

i want...
to be thin
to be happy
a boyfriend (rory)
a friend that actually listens and cares

i need...
to cry
rory
to stop lying to S
to stop lying to myself

i have...
long brown hair
a headache
an addiction to big brother
a guitar

i love...
pasta
rory
MCR
babies (as long as i can give them back)
my mam
S
my dad

i hate...
myself

[VowsOfSadness]

i am... me

i am not... bad, cocky, ugly, concieted

i feel...sad (atm), tired, unsure, insecure
(BUT I AM NOT THESE THINGS I ONLY fEel THEM)
i want... to start today over, to have something to do, Ryan to like me even more than he already does

i need... reassurence, something to do

i have... a couple days to my birthday (like 11 or something)!!!!!

i love... Laughing, hugs, kisses, smiles

i hate...myself sometimes it seems

[Wall]

i am...

a woman in a difficult situation some of which is the result of her own stupid choices

i am not...

stupid, selfish, controlling, abusive or emotionally out of control

i feel...

frightened, angry, stressed, anxious and utterly alone

i want...

to be not alone, to have the support of people who love and care for me, for the bastard who wears my ring to wake-up to his addictive behavior, admit what it's doing to our lives and begin the road to recovery

i need...

....who the hell knows? Frankly, just a hug from someone who acknowledges that this is damn hard would be so much more than I've received in years that I'd probably turn into a completely incapable emotional blob.

i have...

to live for my children

i love...

God and my children

i hate...

the bastard who wears my ring

[XclippedXwingsX]

i am...
~beautiful
~alive

i am not...
~ugly
~stupid

i feel...
~heartbroken
~bittersweet

i want...
~love
~to win a contest (heh)

i need...
~love
~happiness

i have...
~friends
~a heart

i love...
~my bus bussies
~my friend Dan

i hate...
~the color green
~pop music...

[GLaDOS]

i am...

Sleepy. Tired. Blank.

i am not...

Triggered. Happy. Sociable.

i feel...

weird. No idea why.

i want...

my life to end.

i need...

Someone. Z.

i have...

everything I should. but it's not enough.

i love...

Z. Always.

i hate...

Myself.

[RG]

i am...

depressed and suicidal

i am not...

happy, excited, (anything to do with joy)

i feel...

empty and wishing this would all end

i want...

be gone from this place

i need...

to talk to Celi but I spent last night on the phone with her trying to cope with su thoughts and don't want to do it to her again

i have...

alot going for me that has been slowly taken away

i love...

How my friends are there for me

i hate...

My life

[Arcadia]

i am...
needy, out of work, panicking about the possibility of failing first year of uni cos of missing lessons. stressed out.

i am not...
ugly, stupid, happy, stable or safe.

i feel...
cold. blunt. needy. panicky. paranoid. bored. tense. aggressive.

i want...
a hug, to fall in love, to have sex, to paint, to feel beautiful, to have money, to be accepted unconditionally by my parents, to get a full night's sleep, to quit drugs, to have more fun when i go out. hair extensions. less clutter.

i need...
sleep. proper food. more iron. someone to look after me. someone who needs me.. more structure. money. peace. quiet. simplicty.

i have...
good friends. talent. neuroses. bad friends. no control. a very comfy bed. six or seven library books. lots of clothes. huge shoes. an addictive personality. a huge amount of boredom.

i love...
hair extensions. art. painting. my friends. sex. music. clubbing. clothes. creating things. writing. solving problems. body modification. control. self-control. power.

i hate...
fakeness. bitchiness. snobbery. neuroses. paranoia. intolerance. my very slight acne. my lack of confidence. over-analysing. lack of control. lack of power. being used for sex. people being scared of me. people making assumptions about me. people talking about me. laziness.

[Territorial Hawk]

i am...
... coping

i am not...
... insane
... a menace
... a schizo freak (as some people refer to me)

i feel...
... safe
... tired

i want...
... to sleep
... to find an antipsychotic that doesn't leave me numb

i need...
... sleep

i have...
... my cat
... a future

i love...
... my music

i hate...
... bigots who think that people with schizophrenia are freaks