Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Underneaththegun » Sat Apr 30, 2005 5:31 pm

Ok....i have lots of people but ill post a few:

My ex: "Im sorry i lied to you, and im sorry for what i did to you."
Jess: "I didnt mean things to go so far"
Martyn: "I love you to, and i need you"
My cousin: "I did it, and im sorry for it"
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Post by IntoDarkness » Sun May 01, 2005 4:15 am

From my mom:
I understand why you do that. I know why you do everything you do. Its alright, too, and we're going to get you help.

From my dad:
Hey babe. I'm awake. They just did a xray and the tumor's gone. Everythings ok. I'm going home tomorrow. I love you.

Not like that one's going to happen... I know that... but you know, I can hope...

From Rae:
Its alright that you couldnt go to the party, I know you had to go to the hospital to see your dad. I totally understand, its hard. I know how stressing that has to be, I'm totally sorry that happened.

Again, no chance that'll happen.

From Sean (Half-brother):
I'm sorry that I havent talked to you in more then a year. I'm sorry that dad's in the hospital. It'll be alright. I love you.

From the doctors:
He'll be coming home tomorrow for Chemo and Radiation. He's doing great.

No way in hell this is going to happen, but... thats ok. I can hope.

-(IntoDarkness)-
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun May 01, 2005 9:41 pm

Bill-Sometimes I get mad at you, and you get mad at me, but it happens. We're allowed to be angry, even at eachother, we will make it through.

Bridgett- I know. About the guy you like? I know. I know that sometimes the things I do scare you. I know.

Sarah-I dont like danny burns ! LOL jk
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Post by Koru » Wed May 04, 2005 3:14 pm

J - I'm sorry. I've treated you badly, I'd like to talk you. Would you like to come round this evening? I care about you and I'd like to spend some time with you, when are you free?
- Always look towards the sunshine and your shadows will fall behind you -
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Post by demidivine » Fri May 06, 2005 6:29 pm

help.
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Sat May 07, 2005 3:37 pm

J- It's ok I wont be angry if you give in
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

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Post by silenceBROKEN » Sat May 07, 2005 4:56 pm

Jason- I'm sorry I hurt you so much. I deserve to go to jail for what I did to you. I'm going to report myself tonight.
:cystar: I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. :cystar:

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Post by balletomane » Sun May 08, 2005 7:32 pm

i see you. i really do care. i want to help you because i like you as a person. it's not that i like you because i get to help you. it isn't an ego thing.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon May 09, 2005 1:12 am

Brooke - Dani. you are amazingly strong, and i love you too.. in that friend manner.. I will always be here for you..

Jen - dani everything is okay, and if you need help ask me.. love you too.

Tina - D-Nut. youre awesome, hot, and i love ya, you know that.

Prowant - I'm honored that you trust me, and dont worry everything will be okay, and i will return to my band post.. you are talented.. dont let anyone tell you otherwise

Steph - You're right, i do bitch alot. i'm sorry

Sheila - i'm sorry.. you're right i am a selfcentered kniving, malicious, backstabbing, stupid, immature, ingorant bitch.


Tate - love you too

Mum and Pop - we're proud of you for who you are. and we realize we cannot change who you are.

Puhala - im leaving and i am a biased son of a bitch, you're all right, i'd hate me too..

Bandgeeks - you're awesome dani, you are.. and we need you.. cause sheila sucks ass.
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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by balletomane » Mon May 09, 2005 3:27 am

sorry you feel like this. i can't make it better, but i do have a hug and a cookie for you...
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Mon May 09, 2005 12:13 pm

J- I don't think your stupid i'm the one acting like a total prick
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

:tslug:

:dkpurpstar: :purpstar: :lpurpstar:
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Post by balletomane » Tue May 10, 2005 10:40 pm

heya, how are you doing today?
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Post by ThanksALatte » Wed May 11, 2005 2:26 am

from my best friend: "you're not alone" or "i am here for you"
from my parents: "No straight As? Oh well, we're still proud of you"
from my brother: "im sorry that i hurt you."

from anyone really: "i love you"
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed May 11, 2005 9:16 am

from mark: your right, we should just be friends

from my mum: i dont mind if you want to lose weight, go on the diet i'm

ok and i wont scream at you and call you a brat :)

from aidan: i'm going back to N.Z - (ha i wish)
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Post by demidivine » Thu May 12, 2005 12:15 am

IAMNOTOKAY.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon May 16, 2005 4:45 pm

LISTEN TO ME
LISTEN TO ME
LISTEN TO ME
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
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Post by balletomane » Tue May 17, 2005 1:37 am

From K: You know I love you. you are a friend to me, not just a tutor/ go to person. Sorry if I make you feel like our friendship is based on convenience. I really do value you.
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Post by balletomane » Wed May 18, 2005 3:08 am

fuck you, you worthless bitch. why are you so lazy why dont' you just die now
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Post by balletomane » Wed May 18, 2005 5:20 am

from D: Sorry I wasted my time talking to you. Sorry I ever asked how you were doing. You are a horrible human being. Die now and stop wasting resources.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed May 18, 2005 9:34 am

from anyone- i understand you and i'll listen to you and wont judge you
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
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