Why you won't SI

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Mon Feb 28, 2005 2:29 pm

-Dont feel I should write this because then it would be in stone--

Im not going to cut today because I deserve better

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Sat Mar 05, 2005 4:24 am

I will not SI, cause i dont want to hurt myself anymore

I dont want to disappoint Brooke, who has helped me so Much,

I want control.

I refuse to give in anymore

I dont need anymore scars.

I dont want to be afraid of myself at times anymore

I want to find better ways to deal with my emotions.

I dont want people to lose faith in me

I want to be able to feel like me again

I want to be able to express emotion, instead of bottling it all up.

I dont want to see Brooke disappointed in me.. Yea this is on here twice, but shes helped me beyond measure, I want to keep free for myself, and her too.

wow.. thats alot..

bonita_05 · Post by **bonita_05** » Wed Mar 09, 2005 1:17 am

1. it hurts my friends/family
2. i have 3 little boys that would be devastated if they knew
3. i need to pierce my belly button in like 11 days
4. my body is a temple of the holy spirit
5. scars are ugly
6. people ask me about it and i can't lie

ComfortablyNumb · Post by **ComfortablyNumb** » Thu Mar 10, 2005 4:10 pm

It hurts people

It hurts ME

I'm worth more than it

falling... · Post by **falling...** » Thu Mar 10, 2005 8:34 pm

i want to be free

i can stop

i wont let *him* win

make my friend proud

fed up of the lies

dont want no more scars

want to be able to go swimming

want to sort my life out

i dont deserve this

i want be happy

need to prove to myself i can give up,i have control

i dont like blood any more
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singo · Post by **singo** » Fri Mar 25, 2005 12:31 pm

Essentially, I'm stopping for the good of me.

But I hate seeing that look on my bf's face, the questions about scabs & scars, the fact that my parents know.

I'm getting close to forty days. Forty is a biblical number for a generation (meaning a long time) so I'm kinda exstatic (sp?) about this!!!

BsbOwnsYourMom · Post by **BsbOwnsYourMom** » Sun May 01, 2005 7:24 am

to not dissapoint/hurt other people

44_false_starts · Post by **44_false_starts** » Sun May 01, 2005 8:42 am

I made a promise to Matt that if i hurt myself, I have to donate blood and I HATE needles sooooo much...

I don't want to lose Katie

scarlit_sky · Post by **scarlit_sky** » Tue May 03, 2005 1:22 am

I would lose whatever trust I have gained from my pdoc, T, family and friends

I would lose whatever trust I have gained in myself

It hurts my family and friends

It would hurt my boyfriend

I would have to start counting days all over again

Emily

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Tue May 03, 2005 3:13 am

BECAUSE I THEW EVERYTHING AWAY AND BURRIED EVERYTHING AND I HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS!

silenceBROKEN · Post by **silenceBROKEN** » Tue May 03, 2005 3:37 am

hmm..this might be really hard for me to do..but i feel as if i really need to see this in writing.

i'm healthier without it.

it's easier to function in everyday life.

part of me loves myself.

kate_ · Post by **kate_** » Tue May 03, 2005 7:59 am

i don't want to feel my pain inside anymore, si keeps me from numbing out

Thunder_chey · Post by **Thunder_chey** » Thu May 05, 2005 2:30 am

because it upsets my co workers

~*Star*~ · Post by **~*Star*~** » Thu May 05, 2005 7:06 pm

because it creates more problems, and isn't worthwhile, or effective in the long run.

i'm better than that...

[feeling positive today]

nisi · Post by **nisi** » Sat May 07, 2005 7:25 am

1. I'm scared of pain.

2. I don't want to die.

3. I don't want to lose control.

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