Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Catylyx
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Post by Catylyx » Sun Apr 10, 2005 6:10 am

i wish i knew what will happen with us...that would be really nice....
i wish that i was able to starve myself more (my friends and family won't let me)
...most of all......i wish i didn't want to die...and that i saw more hope in living..... :cry:

--Sammy
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
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Post by meg0n » Sun Apr 10, 2005 12:38 pm

:star: i wish i could be held right now :star:
"A dead letter is a letter that has never been delivered because the person to whom it was written cannot be found, and it also cannot be
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus

"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Tue Apr 12, 2005 5:49 pm

:star: I wish CMHT would get struck by lightning so I don't have to go tomorrow
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

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RG
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Post by RG » Wed Apr 13, 2005 6:11 am

:star:I wish I was happy
:star:I wish these urges would go away
:star:I wish I was understood
:star:I wish good heath for my sick family
:star:I wish there was no such thing as pain
:star:I wish somebody in my life (not online) could reconize I need a hug
:star:I wish I was out of Highschool
:star:I wish I wasn't so out of shape

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Koru
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Post by Koru » Wed Apr 13, 2005 3:21 pm

I wish I could make the people I care about happy
I wish I knew what the right thing to do was
I wish the counselling service cared enough to let me see someone
I wish Tom and Hugh were happy.
I wish Jon and Dan wanted to see me.
I wish Claire would talk to me.
I wish my sister knew she was well.
- Always look towards the sunshine and your shadows will fall behind you -

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wtrlily
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Post by wtrlily » Fri Apr 22, 2005 12:02 am

I wish I could tell someone IRL
I wish I knew what I was
I wish I had someone to hold me
I wish I didn't have to hide

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Everybody_Else's_Girl
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Post by Everybody_Else's_Girl » Fri Apr 22, 2005 1:25 am

i wish people would look beyond my front, and see the real person underneath.

i wish i were smarter.

i wish i were happier.

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Post by theatregeek » Mon Apr 25, 2005 2:06 am

i wish he knew it all
<3>Heidi<---<3
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Lie To me
Convince Me That I've Been Sick Forever
And All Of This
Will Make Sense When I Get Better
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http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... t=#2889033 (my poem gallery)


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red umbrellas
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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Apr 25, 2005 9:45 am

T: I wish you didn't think I was a fool. Well, I wish I hadn't been so much like myself when I met you...not a good impression to make. I wish I could somehow make you care.

You know, desperate as I am, I wish I could make someone care. Hold me. Love me.

Fuck. :cry:
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Mon Apr 25, 2005 8:11 pm

I wish I was clever

I wish I had a future
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

:tslug:

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red umbrellas
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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Apr 27, 2005 2:29 am

i wish that every time i tried to pull things together they didn't fall apart again
i wish i could have some faith in myself and some faith in a future
i wish i was happy
i wish i could be loved. i wish i knew how to love :cry:

iwishiwishiwishiwish....
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Koru
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Post by Koru » Wed Apr 27, 2005 11:51 am

I wish I could let myself be happy
I wish I could concentrate
I wish I could let people get close
I wish J wanted me
- Always look towards the sunshine and your shadows will fall behind you -

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Catylyx
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Post by Catylyx » Wed Apr 27, 2005 2:53 pm

...i wish i didn't still love you as much as i do
i wish you knew what you did to me...
i wish i didn't break down and cry whenever i hear that song......

i wish i wasn't sick......or that i had to fight so hard against this urge....

:cry:
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
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BsbOwnsYourMom
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Post by BsbOwnsYourMom » Thu Apr 28, 2005 12:27 am

i wish i were smart more than anything
i wish i was loved
i wish i had someone who would always be there for me
i wish i were skinny so i wouldnt have to deal with any food issues
i wish i were beautiful..not hot, but pretty/beautiful
i wish he loved me back
i wish i didnt get so jealous of her, how she gets to always be with him
i wish i could be the daughter my father wanted and not the wast of space he got
i wish i was diffrent, just not me

ugh..this is triggering me :(

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Post by Forget Me » Thu Apr 28, 2005 5:13 am

:grystar: i wish i didnt feel so bad
:grystar: i wish someone knew how i feel
:grystar: i wish i didn't feel so ugly
:grystar: i wish i wasn't such a horrible person
:grystar: i wish i could sing or play an instrument
:grystar: i wish i didnt humiliate myself all the time
:grystar: i wish i wasn't so stupid
:grystar: i wish i could draw or paint or write
:grystar: i wish i didn't always feel so lonely
:grystar: i wish someone loved me
:grystar: i wish no-one loved me or cared about me or knew me
:grystar: i wish i could just break down
:grystar: i wish everything would be okay for once
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<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~
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Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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Post by kate_ » Tue May 03, 2005 8:17 am

i wish i had gotten away sooner
i wish i could feel
i wish i never feel again
i wish i could disappear
i wish i hadn't scared away my friends
i wish i was still part of the group
i wish to never disappoint again
:lblstar: don't go hiding in the shade. :lblstar:


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marylou
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Post by marylou » Tue May 03, 2005 11:56 am

i wish for him
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by ThanksALatte » Wed May 04, 2005 10:09 pm

i wish i could let myself be truly happy
i wish i had someone who could understand me
i wish i felt loved
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Wed May 04, 2005 10:24 pm

I wish I hadn't fucked up college
<center>

I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

:tslug:

:dkpurpstar: :purpstar: :lpurpstar:

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Post by balletomane » Thu May 05, 2005 2:03 am

i wish i had long, flowing, beautiful, black hair that fell in smooth, shiny curls, and that i could hide behind that hair forever. it would be all for me. i could brush it. i could let people play with it. it could touch it and feel its cool, silky texture. i could leave it loose everyday of the week. feel it against my shoulders and feel it swept by the wind.

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