Place To Wish
- eyeris
- bus addict
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- Location: United States
I wish I could be something other than a frickin' failure
I wish I wasn't so stupid, weak, tired, unmotivated and worthless
I wish I cared about my future
I wish I wanted to live
I wish I had the strength of mind to finish school instead of being a failure and dropping out
I wish I could stop eating forever, or until I waste away
I wish I had silky, smoothe skin and an underweight body
I wish I could kill myself
I wish someone would kill me
I wish something would kill me (disease, accident, whatever, I'll take anything!)
I wish I wasn't such a worthless waste of space.
I wish there was at least one thing I liked about myself.
I wish I wasn't so stupid, weak, tired, unmotivated and worthless
I wish I cared about my future
I wish I wanted to live
I wish I had the strength of mind to finish school instead of being a failure and dropping out
I wish I could stop eating forever, or until I waste away
I wish I had silky, smoothe skin and an underweight body
I wish I could kill myself
I wish someone would kill me
I wish something would kill me (disease, accident, whatever, I'll take anything!)
I wish I wasn't such a worthless waste of space.
I wish there was at least one thing I liked about myself.
"Subvert the dominant paradigm."
- soul sista
- growing roots
- Posts: 989
- Joined: Mon Jun 02, 2003 6:05 pm
- Location: manchester, UK
i wish i could tell u how i feel
i wish the pain would go
i wish i could stop pretending to be perfect and happy
i wish u would take a second to understand that i am really not okay
i wish the pain would go
i wish i could stop pretending to be perfect and happy
i wish u would take a second to understand that i am really not okay
it´s all over but the crying
fade to black I´m sick of trying
took too much and now I´m done
It´s all over but the crying
-Garbage
fade to black I´m sick of trying
took too much and now I´m done
It´s all over but the crying
-Garbage
- red umbrellas
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 8175
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- Location: Sydney
-i wish i wasn't so tired
-i wish i was more excited about going away
-i wish i was more competent socially
-i wish he cared about me
-i wish i was lovable
-i wish i was beautiful
-i wish i wasn't scared anymore
-i wish i could crawl away until everything was better again
-i wish you would stop thinking that i'm ok now, because i'm not
-i wish i was normal
-i wish i fitted in
-i WISH I WASN'T ME
-i wish i was more excited about going away
-i wish i was more competent socially
-i wish he cared about me
-i wish i was lovable
-i wish i was beautiful
-i wish i wasn't scared anymore
-i wish i could crawl away until everything was better again
-i wish you would stop thinking that i'm ok now, because i'm not
-i wish i was normal
-i wish i fitted in
-i WISH I WASN'T ME
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
- swanfaerie
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- Location: West Coast USA
i wish my kids were home with me
i wish we could move now
i wish my life was normal again
i wish we could move now
i wish my life was normal again
Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy
make your own snowflake!
Place
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy
make your own snowflake!
Place
- Catylyx
- orange smartie
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- Joined: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:23 am
- Location: Finally in a place that i feel alive.
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i wish i knew if you were lying or not...
i wish she would leave me alone, and stop making me doubt you...
i wish this didn't affect me so much...
i wish i didn't have to hurt myself to make it all go away...
...i wish i loved myself the way you say you love me...
--Sammy
i wish she would leave me alone, and stop making me doubt you...
i wish this didn't affect me so much...
i wish i didn't have to hurt myself to make it all go away...
...i wish i loved myself the way you say you love me...
--Sammy
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~
- Licentia Poetica
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help me.
i don't know who i'm asking, or what i'm asking for,
but help me.
pick me up and take me away from this place.
just make it stop.
please.
someone hear my crying.
i don't know who i'm asking, or what i'm asking for,
but help me.
pick me up and take me away from this place.
just make it stop.
please.
someone hear my crying.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- lonelygirl
- one of us
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- balletomane
- one of us
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- eyeris
- bus addict
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- Joined: Thu Apr 15, 2004 2:26 am
- Gender: female
- Location: United States
I wish I had some smidgen of hope that things will get better . . .
I wish I had hope that therapy will work . . .
I wish I had hope that meds. will work (or that I'll find the "right" one). . .
I wish I had hope that I could one day stop obsessing about food and weight and crap that makes me feel like shit ALL THE TIME. . .
I wish I had hope that could ever stop hating everything about myself . . .
I wish I could share these thoughts with my therapist . . . but then again, it wouldn't help . . .
I wish I had hope that therapy will work . . .
I wish I had hope that meds. will work (or that I'll find the "right" one). . .
I wish I had hope that I could one day stop obsessing about food and weight and crap that makes me feel like shit ALL THE TIME. . .
I wish I had hope that could ever stop hating everything about myself . . .
I wish I could share these thoughts with my therapist . . . but then again, it wouldn't help . . .
"Subvert the dominant paradigm."
~Sorry i forgot an important one from my first post,or better yet a few important ones!~ ;
I wish I didn't have to fight myself for food,to let myself survive, and life!
I wish I didn't live in this town, or with my mom for that matter!
~Lyndsie
(LOL I figire if i sign my name at the bottom the wish fairy will anserw my wishes. I know thats silly, but some how that is my small glimer of hope that I willlive to see tomorrow, and that my wish could maybe someday come true!)
I wish I didn't have to fight myself for food,to let myself survive, and life!
I wish I didn't live in this town, or with my mom for that matter!
~Lyndsie
(LOL I figire if i sign my name at the bottom the wish fairy will anserw my wishes. I know thats silly, but some how that is my small glimer of hope that I willlive to see tomorrow, and that my wish could maybe someday come true!)
- Wall
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I wish...
I still loved and trusted him
someone irl would tell me I'm important to them
someone would accept my kids and I and love us
I still loved and trusted him
someone irl would tell me I'm important to them
someone would accept my kids and I and love us
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Somewhere in the Middle
Casting Crowns
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle
Somewhere in the Middle
Casting Crowns
- soul sista
- growing roots
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- meg0n
- part of the fixtures
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I wish i could just make that one person happy again!
"A dead letter is a letter that has never been delivered because the person to whom it was written cannot be found, and it also cannot be
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."
- Dungeon_Lilly
- driving instructor
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I wish this was going to be easy
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
I wish, that whatever happens, she'll know that I'm willing to help her, and to support her, in every, and anyway I can. Also I wish for her to know that she's never a failure in my eyes, and never will be, no matter what happens. Shes strong. I know it. She'll know it some day too
I know thats a weird wish, hope no-one minds
I know thats a weird wish, hope no-one minds
- Green Beauty
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