Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*

[Aly]

D - "I love you. No matter what I love. And I wont go anywhere. Ever. I promise. I wont break that promise. You're everything to me. I love u so much. Please let me help you. You're too amazing to do this on ur own"

W - "Im so sorry I left you. I wont ever do that again. You mean to much to me. I hated it when you werent here again. I wont ever do that again. I love u so much. You're everything to me"

My parents - "We know its hard for you to tlk to us. We wont make you. We love you. We're sorry we never tried before. We'll try now. We love u lots"

F - "I dont know you, but I think ur amazing. Please let me be ur friend. Please tell me stuff. Please be there for me if I need you. I think ur so beautiful. Let me be ur friend. Please"

[VowsOfSadness]

Amanda, you look down lately talk to me.

Amanda, It's not your fault, you made an assumption that anyone would have made. You barely even knew her, you never told her to take those pills, but it's good that you care

It sounds like you have a hard time talking about this, how are you feeling.

[balletomane]

H: Sorry for making fun of you for cutting, messing up your stuff, and making you feel generally miserable.
M: I'm glad that you're my daughter.

E: I'm sorry that I focused so narrowly on the SI. I really do still respect you are a person and a friend, you just really scared me.

Misters D, B, C, M, H, et al.: We are sorry that we are jackasses and that we run this school like a prison. We are sorry that we have broken all of your friends emotionally. We are sorry that we tried to keep you from succeeding. We are all resigning and letting some decent human beings take our jobs.

K: Sorry for throwing trash on you for absolutely no reason at all. It is not a reflection on you at all (I don't even know you) I was so wrong. How can I make it up to you?


Anyone: I love you.

[~bluehaze~]

I want you to notice that i'm not okay.

[~starblaze~]

Get help. Saturday night was really dangerous how can you be so stupid as to leave it out so she got it? Keeping it in a mug is not a safe place okay! I dont want you harming my sister because of your stupid mistakes. You say you dont have a problem but everyone else but you knows you do. Please get help. I dont want you to end up there i love you your my brother i dont want to see you end up in there.

[Paige the Pixie]

M + D: Its ok, we won't get a divorce, we promise things will be better. we can see you hurting, we're going to help you. We'll all get better together.

N: I'm going to look after you now. I love you too x

M + S: What we did was out of order and we know you can never forgive us but we're sorry.

T: I forgive you, It wasn't your fault.

[~bluehaze~]

I cant forgive you for what you've done. i know you're sorry but it's too hard. I'm sorry that i've lost your friendship.

[ComfortablyNumb]

Lang trigs.
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Fuck you, fuck you and you're condecending attitude. Do I need to remind you that you are the one that walked out of my life? Do I need to tell you that you were the one that walked away from this? Why the fuck should I let you back in. You mean nothing to me anymore. Fuck you.

[xanemicroyaltyx]

lyndsey stop fucking with my head.

[amyfairy]

just FUCK OFF mum. FUCK OFF and leave me the fuck alone.
I know I'm not a perfect daughter. you want to know something? you're far from being the perfect mum.

I hate you.
and i'm not in a 'mood'. i'm fucking wanting to kill myself, only you can't see that beyond your bitching about my dad and beyond your 'oh horror I can't handle this' drama shit you conjour up. WHEN IT'S ALL YOUR OWN FAULT.

I told you when I was 8 I'd never forgive you if you ever divorced dad.
and you did.

I hate you.

[bonita_05]

please don't harm yourself, i love you so much and care about you so much that i don't want for you to do this to yourself anymore. it breaks my heart every time you do this... please don't...

[Aly]

M - "I love you too baby"

H - "I'm sorry I fucked you up. I really am. I was scared n didnt know what to do. But its no excuse. Im sorry. I really am. Please forgive me?"

[amyfairy]

fuck you and fuck off.

[jaded melody]

Mum: When i wanted to sing, or dance, or act, why did you have to tell me that I couldnt? Why didnt you ever believe in me? When i was really happy with my new spirituality and my new beliefs, why did you make fun of them? Why did you say "its just a silly phase?" I was so happy. I dont make fun of you for being an atheist. I hate you for having no faith because now I dont have any either.

[bright.eyes]

LEAVE ME ALONE

[VowsOfSadness]

I dont know which one to put this on but..

IM SORRY

TO EVERYONE (INCLUDING MYSELF)

FOR EVERYTHING I EVER DID (GOOD OR BAD)

i am just so sorry

*This is not SU* just me being confused

[demidivine]

i'm so, so needy
he loves me, and i love him
i just need a hug, and a gentle kiss, and someone to hold in bed at night, just to feel they're there
i'm so lonely when i'm with people

B: thanks for hanging about today. i'm sorry if im not the best company, but you've been great. would have been a tough day otherwise, i appreciate it.

K: i love you. so very very much.

J & C: i hope things work out for the both of you.

J: i'm worried about you, whether you're lying to me or not, and i wish you the best for tomorrow.


i'm so scared about my interview tomorrow. i want it so badly, and i havent done anything for it. lazy, lazy fool. stupid girl. why are you at cambridge? why do you still exist? why do you moan so much?

[Dungeon_Lilly]

I can see how things I did effected you and i'm sorry, I never thought of everyone but me I never thought how i'd effect others.

I know things were hard for you and i'm sorry I was too wraped up in myself to be there for you, i'm sorry that I put S before you.

[amyfairy]

fuck fuck fuck you.

why am i never fucking good enough for anybody?

why am i always the one left. not wanted. even her dad didn't want her.

[~*Star*~]

im sorry. i'm not part of your relationship, i know that, but why dont you two? constantly, for the last 4 months ive been the confideant in between you. esspecially you sarah. you have told me about all the crap which you've had about dan, and expect me not to tell him. ive kept your secrets for you, i've become your best friend. at first i was jealous of you, you had dans attention. ive never fancied him or liked him in the way you do but hes still mine, and then i had to share him, which pissed me off, but im cool now, i love you two, but no you always have to go and ruin things.

im such a bitch for saying this. i have no idea who im more annoyed at, dan or sarah. im not annoyed at either of you, im annoyed at the situation. why have i again become the extra piece of someone elses relationship? i want my own relationship, not to be the add on in someone elses. I constantly put myself out, help other people to get together, but when has anything ever worked for me? i act like this confident person when it comes to relationships but im not. ive never had anything serious. its not fair. i hate you both for it.

i dont wana be the go between. talk to eachother not me. im not part of it. i dont wana take sides, i dont wana have to choose, im not in your bloody relationship ok? its not sarah, dan and emma. its sarah and dan. and emma as a friend. which is what im cool with, but you two arent. i cant solve your relationship problems sorry. talking to me isnt gona help, talk to eachother. im not some kind of miricale worker, please stop taking everything out on me because i cant solve your problems.

just fuck off both of you. please. either kiss and make up, or break up, and stop talking to me as though im part of the couple. as i never have been and i never will be and thats how i want it to stay.

im sorry.