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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ShellyT » Fri Jan 28, 2005 2:43 am

I'm just not good enough. My grades aren't good enough. Sure, I got A's. But not in Calculus. I have a B, but that's just not FUCKING good enough. Why can't I be like the smart kids? I'm sure my parents would be happier with a smarter kid. Or a kid that could actually drive. Or do anything better. sometimes I wonder why my parents even had me. I'm sure I'm just a huge burden on them. Food, not to mention the $40K colleges I want to go to, and the two Rx drugs I'm on and will be for the rest of my life, probably. Why can't I just be perfect? :cry:
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!

After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back. :heart:
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Post by nirvana » Mon Jan 31, 2005 2:24 am

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i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by QuietPurr » Sat Feb 05, 2005 3:38 am

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
For what I've lost.
"To oppose something is to maintain it."

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Post by ShellyT » Mon Feb 07, 2005 11:16 pm

again....too dumb to do my math... :omad: :cry:

I'm glad theres a thread here for this...can't cry in real life. They'd suspect something....
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!

After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back. :heart:
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Post by ~starblaze~ » Mon Feb 07, 2005 11:58 pm

Need to cry IRL but have no tears insdie of me. They have all gone. Im empty.

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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Thu Feb 10, 2005 10:49 am

*hides in acorner*
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Post by ~bluehaze~ » Thu Feb 10, 2005 11:08 am

I feel so useless

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Post by save_me_from_myself » Thu Feb 10, 2005 7:19 pm

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Post by ~starblaze~ » Fri Feb 11, 2005 1:55 pm

I dont know what to do anymore. I know i should be holding on but its just so hard. I feel like im constantly on the edge and on brink of tears if im not already crying :cry:
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Post by swanfaerie » Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:13 am

:1cries:
Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy

make your own snowflake!

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Post by dogsrbest » Tue Feb 15, 2005 5:43 am

:bawl: can't cry.need to. want to. :bawl:


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Post by Guest » Tue Feb 15, 2005 3:00 pm

I feel like it wants to spill over...but i cant seem to let myself....

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:


Im hormonal today... :roll:
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Post by ~starblaze~ » Tue Feb 15, 2005 4:41 pm

:bawl: help me im crashing
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Post by nirvana » Wed Feb 16, 2005 3:31 am

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

wish i could cry.
i want to cry.
i really do.
please let me.
i have to.
i can't fix this.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by runningtherace » Thu Feb 17, 2005 2:20 am

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Post by nirvana » Fri Feb 18, 2005 12:30 am

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i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Fri Feb 18, 2005 2:24 am

:cry: :cry: :cry:
Wish I could cry :cry:
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Feb 23, 2005 6:43 pm

:cry:
i hurt.
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Post by ~starblaze~ » Thu Feb 24, 2005 4:30 pm

:cry: hurting, crying, worthless, horrible bitch
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Feb 24, 2005 9:49 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: I dont want to have to make this choice I don't want to have to leave you behind, why this?
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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