Tested resolve

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Tested resolve

Post by truthserum » Sat Dec 18, 2004 4:06 am

I don't usually post that often, but I'm having a really hard time right now. I didn't do so well with my ED and SI when I went away to school, but I decided that I really did want to get better. So my parents took me out of school and I'm back home now for IOP treatment at a local ED facility. I've been doing really well with SI (Almost 7 weeks free now!), but I just got home Tuesday night and I'm struggling so much. I really didn't want to leave my university, but I knew it was the best thing. Now I just miss everybody so much. And besides that, I've suddenly gained several pounds. I know it's probably water weight or something, but I can't handle it. I'm so stressed out. I know I could call people, but I hate doing that. I've talked to my mom a little, but she's as in the dark as I am as to what I should do. I've tried getting out of the house some, but then I always have to come back. I don't want to ruin my SI-free streak, but I can't help thinking it might help just a little bit. :( I don't know what to do...
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Post by kissthesky46 » Sat Dec 18, 2004 4:17 am

it would help at the moment... it would probably be a relief, but the feeling later of disappointment and anger at yourself probably wouldn't be worth it. try to stay strong.
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