Place to cry

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by PaperDoll » Thu Jun 24, 2004 6:16 pm

I just want someone to care, I want to be happy... I can't even remember how that feels. I want to be loved.

I need to cry but I can't. I want to die :cry:

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Post by Themnoria » Mon Jun 28, 2004 3:48 pm

:cry:

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Post by red velvet » Wed Jun 30, 2004 4:37 am

i can't deal with being this anymore :bawl:
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Post by Tourniquet » Wed Jun 30, 2004 5:16 am

It's 5:15 in the morning. And I haven't slept at all. And I have to start getting ready in two hours. And I really don't want to.

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*actually crying for the first time in this 8-hour-long battle against myself*
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Post by Vampyrella » Thu Jul 01, 2004 6:01 pm

:cry:
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Post by XclippedXwingsX » Thu Jul 01, 2004 8:18 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:

That feels so much better... *sighs*
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Post by musicals_rule » Thu Jul 01, 2004 11:57 pm

:cry: i seem to cry most days at the moment...loadsa emotions all hit me at once..it hurts...its sad...im in this all on my own :cry:
Struggling.
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Post by strmdncr » Sun Jul 04, 2004 7:32 am

Is what I've been feeling like doing for a while...and not knowing why....glad I found this thread so I can at least do it in some form....even if I can't actually do so yet.

:uhhh: (grrr) :puppydogeyes: :blfrwn: :bsad: :shakehead: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:
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Post by ~invisible_me~ » Sat Jul 10, 2004 4:24 pm

:cry: :bawl: :cry: :bawl: :cry: :bawl: :cry: :bawl: :cry: :bawl:

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Post by swanfaerie » Mon Jul 12, 2004 6:47 am

Image i can't do this anymore. :bawl: :cry: :bawl: :cry: :bawl:
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Post by Vampyrella » Mon Jul 12, 2004 1:13 pm

:shakehead: :bsad: :shakehead:
Ik wou dat ik naar hem toe kon gaan of dat hij hier zou komen en bij me zou blijven en van me zou houden.
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Post by depressedgrl666 » Tue Jul 13, 2004 10:50 pm

god why do things have to be so hard why cant one of my wishes come true?? :( :cry: :(

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Post by Christina » Tue Jul 13, 2004 11:11 pm

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for all the tears I can't cry in real life.

For all the su feelings swirling in my head

For all the hopelessness I feel

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Post by Christina » Tue Jul 13, 2004 11:11 pm

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for all the tears I can't cry in real life.

For all the su feelings swirling in my head

For all the hopelessness I feel

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Post by depressedgrl666 » Wed Jul 14, 2004 2:17 am

i want to cry i really do but i cant do it so these are all the tears i want to cry....
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Thu Jul 15, 2004 2:49 am

Wish I could cry

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Post by XclippedXwingsX » Sat Jul 17, 2004 1:12 am

SEAN COME BACK! I MISS YOU STILL!!!!!!

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Silent tears...

Post by tiltheend » Tue Jul 20, 2004 7:16 am

Sometimes... It just hurts too much, and then the tears won't come.It's horrible to feel so shitty. It's such an ugly feeling.

Some say, it's good too cry.. to let it all out. I'm not sure. Because when you cry, it's just a concrete way of feeling your pain. I don't even know what I'm saying.
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Post by snowangel_03 » Tue Jul 20, 2004 5:11 pm

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For every time I've wanted to cry but the tears would't come...
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Post by Christina » Thu Jul 22, 2004 10:08 pm

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I'm breaking. Breaking hard. I want to cry real tears.
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