before SI SA TRIGGER
Posted: Fri Feb 17, 2006 4:23 am
i cant realy do teh questrion i dint feel up to them
ill just ssay how i feel i guess this should have a SA warning on it
SA
i feels disgusting disty voices in my head saying thing to me that i reambe little about can even feel hands on my skin that just mkes me want to cut cos it dirty disgusting tryed distracting my self from in it cold bath did art was in a chat room chatting
it feels to much like i destivstived it taht i should be punsihed fir waht tehy did to me i feel angry i dint tell any one at the time i could have stoped it from happing
i still blame me not as muchas i use to but i stil blame me
want ing to crwl away from this hide in the dark and cut like i d did after they did thoese thing to me
rogue-ella
ill just ssay how i feel i guess this should have a SA warning on it
SA
i feels disgusting disty voices in my head saying thing to me that i reambe little about can even feel hands on my skin that just mkes me want to cut cos it dirty disgusting tryed distracting my self from in it cold bath did art was in a chat room chatting
it feels to much like i destivstived it taht i should be punsihed fir waht tehy did to me i feel angry i dint tell any one at the time i could have stoped it from happing
i still blame me not as muchas i use to but i stil blame me
want ing to crwl away from this hide in the dark and cut like i d did after they did thoese thing to me
rogue-ella