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I think it's before.


I think I'm feeling urgy. I can never tell when I am actually urgy though,
or whether I'm just feeling off.

Either way, it constitutes for some kind of inner panic; that leads to my
calming ritual, hence the SI.


So...I guess I'm trying to *not* panic.

I hereby order you not to panic...

Hmm. somehow I doubt that'd work

Sooo... how about I order you to go to http://www.ratemykitten.com/ and rate at least ten kittens...

kitteny cuteness... how can you panic while looking at a kitten? Even if half of them *are* seven-year-old fat cats trying to look cute while begging for kitty treats

haha

joy