bus

Posted: **Mon Jan 16, 2006 3:25 am**

at least it's before and not after

just before

just want to and want to whine about it

i hate wanting to

i hate everything right now

blah blah blah

i'm better now

thanks

bye

Posted: **Mon Jan 16, 2006 4:10 am**

Hey Panda.

I read. I hope you are doing okay. I'm glad you took the time to write here--I hope it helped.

Posted: **Mon Jan 16, 2006 5:18 pm**

Hi Panda. I'm happy it was before too. It's amazing how much just writing and griping about the urge can help it to dissipate it.

Posted: **Tue Jan 17, 2006 1:37 am**

thanks you two

I do feel better now

it does help to know someone knows I wanted to

Panda

Posted: **Sat Jan 21, 2006 4:23 am**

here again
will have four months tomorrow
don't want to blow it but...
i don't know just don't know...