bus

Posted: **Wed Nov 02, 2005 6:22 am**

this is only for now because i have to get this guilt out....

Posted: **Fri Nov 04, 2005 8:54 am**

this is crazy to post here
like i am going to wait and tell somebody that i really will....??

i do not understand....

i tried this one and i do not understand at all.

i will if i will and i will not.

do you really want to know if i did???

not you as in you. you as in you who .. i have no idea who the fuck i am writting this to.

i am here to .........................................................

if yo could only see how long i stair at these keys before i type even a letter.

i don't know why i am here...

this sadness sets in like a pool of stagnet water full of larva waiting to bloom.

i wonder

Posted: **Fri Nov 04, 2005 4:38 pm**

sometimes things that seem to be so senseless.... end up helping more than we'd have thought. if even they do nothing more than waste time for a bit...