before-a first for me.........
Posted: Tue May 10, 2005 3:21 am
how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself?
-it wont but I will get the release that I need. I wont hurt so much. the only thing that will change is I will have more scars that I hate.
what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation?
-it will bring hiding again and lying. it will take away the pain I'm in for a moment.
how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely to get me closer to or farther from feeling that way?
-I just want the pain to stop. I want the hurt and anger to go away forever. farther I know this.
if hurting myself seems like my best option right now, how long will the relief it brings last? what will i do then?
-it will prob be temp like normal but for that lil while things will be better. I will hide and hurt and be in pain.
what is something i could do now instead of hurting myself? how will it change the situation i'm in? how long will that change last, and what will i do then?
-I'm talking to someone now bout how I feel and doing this but I still want to hurt myself....it wont change it
how will i feel tomorrow if i hurt myself? how will i feel tomorrow if i do the other thing i came up with?
-I will feel better I wont have this hurt or the ball o pain in my chest.
what do i really want to do right now? how can i best honor the self-protective instinct that has me wanting to self-injure right now?
-I really really want to hurt myself. I want to be rid of this pain and anger. I can write or draw on myself instead of cut. but it wont give me the release I want...............
-it wont but I will get the release that I need. I wont hurt so much. the only thing that will change is I will have more scars that I hate.
what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation?
-it will bring hiding again and lying. it will take away the pain I'm in for a moment.
how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely to get me closer to or farther from feeling that way?
-I just want the pain to stop. I want the hurt and anger to go away forever. farther I know this.
if hurting myself seems like my best option right now, how long will the relief it brings last? what will i do then?
-it will prob be temp like normal but for that lil while things will be better. I will hide and hurt and be in pain.
what is something i could do now instead of hurting myself? how will it change the situation i'm in? how long will that change last, and what will i do then?
-I'm talking to someone now bout how I feel and doing this but I still want to hurt myself....it wont change it
how will i feel tomorrow if i hurt myself? how will i feel tomorrow if i do the other thing i came up with?
-I will feel better I wont have this hurt or the ball o pain in my chest.
what do i really want to do right now? how can i best honor the self-protective instinct that has me wanting to self-injure right now?
-I really really want to hurt myself. I want to be rid of this pain and anger. I can write or draw on myself instead of cut. but it wont give me the release I want...............