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When I thought we couldntmakeit more than week, we mad it almost 2.....but why does it seem to be so hard?
Someone(an alter) got into an argument with a friend in thecar, and asdked her to stop the car so *I* couldget out....all i remember is walking into the house, into the bathroom,finding an implement and cutting.I remember being so angry and upset that i didnt even car about Kharres questions, or anything else for that matter.
Just when I think Ive got a handle on somehting, it seems to crumble.
is there no end?o peace?

hey, im here and am listening, i know how that situation feels. How do you think you can take this slip up and learn from it for future situations?

Hey God Given,

It is hard, so be gentle with yourself. It looks from your quotes that you are a Christian. So am I. One night when I'd had about a week of constant SI'ing and was feeling very very discouraged. I found myself repeatedly praying for forgivness and feeling very far from God. My 2 year old little girl sat up in bed and said, "Sing with me". Then she sang one of her Bible text songs from a video "I can do -- all things through Christ who strengthens me". It gave me the hope to start working on quitting again. I actually wrote the verse on my arm in red ink. I have messed up since then, but I haven't been as discouraged or hopeless. I realized I'm not fighting this alone and that God does care about me. He doesn't give up on us, even when we give up on ourselves. Hang in there -- there is hope!

Hugs,
Wendy