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Posted: Tue Nov 30, 2004 11:34 pm
by broken_words

It's been 12 weeks today that I've been *SI* free...but i don't feel good about it. I don't know why...i just don't. I miss it...no joke. I miss it SOOOOOOOOO bad! I used to not eat for days and take diet pills on top of that. I miss it so much b/c i have so much hurt. I'm turning to God...but my habits are eating me alive...help me!!!!! Please...

Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2004 5:35 am
by Jomomma
What other ways have you tried to take care of the hurt?
You say you have turned to God
Are you involved in a church?
Is there someone there you could talk to?

yes

Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2004 8:29 pm
by broken_words

I am involved with a church yes, and I do talk to them. It's been kinda helping...last night i cried for hours asking for forgivness, and repenting, and ...i was soooooooooo close to losing my 12 weeks. I had the knife at my arm...but didn't press it down, or pull it across....thank the Lord.

Thank you for repliing