Only I control my pain *lang*
Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2012 2:32 am
Before:
Before You Self-Harm
write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself:
the fight
urges aren't necessarily the enemy. they happen for reasons, and they're an expression of a desire to stay alive and stay sane and keep coping. remember that.
More Before Questions To Answer
Remember you don't have to answer all the questions if you don't feel up to it.
Before You Self-Harm
write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself:
the fight
- how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself?
itll go away, i will have control - what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation?
itll bring peace and a new fucking scar - how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely to get me closer to or farther from feeling that way? I want to feel like I triuphmed, just not sure which battle to fight more.
- if hurting myself seems like my best option right now, how long will the relief it brings last? what will i do then?
itll keep me thru the night - what is something i could do now instead of hurting myself? how will it change the situation i'm in? how long will that change last, and what will i do then?im fucking drinking. take it away!
- how will i feel tomorrow if i hurt myself? how will i feel tomorrow if i do the other thing i came up with?
Im damaged goods anyways - what do i really want to do right now? how can i best honor the self-protective instinct that has me wanting to self-injure right now?
urges aren't necessarily the enemy. they happen for reasons, and they're an expression of a desire to stay alive and stay sane and keep coping. remember that.
More Before Questions To Answer
- Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point?
the fight - Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then?
the same the same the same the same - What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do that won't hurt me?
i dont have another answer other than BUS - How do I feel right now?
Im buring with anger and pain, I wanna make it stop - How will I feel when I am hurting myself?
in fucking control god damnit - How will I feel after hurting myself? How will I feel tomorrow morning?
in control, relaxed, elevated
That I will need to go to the Dr. with my mood and tools right now - Can I avoid this stressor, or deal with it better in the future?
he left!!! How can I deal when he wont give me a chance. I will do it my self - Do I need to hurt myself?
Remember you don't have to answer all the questions if you don't feel up to it.