its going to make me feel calm and it will make the pics i have in my head realhow will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself?
It will make the pics in my head true, but it will make me feel shamefull, and it will take me further away from the record that im soon going to break of si free days since august 16.what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation?
it will make me feel worse, and it will not make me closer to my goal of being si freehow do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely to get me closer to or farther from feeling that way?
it would last until tomorow, and then ill feel bad againif hurting myself seems like my best option right now, how long will the relief it brings last? what will i do then?
i dont know, talk talk talkwhat is something i could do now instead of hurting myself? how will it change the situation i'm in? how long will that change last, and what will i do then?
I would feel guilty, and i would feel better if i just talked about ithow will i feel tomorrow if i hurt myself? how will i feel tomorrow if i do the other thing i came up with?
i dont knowwhat do i really want to do right now? how can i best honor the self-protective instinct that has me wanting to self-injure right now?
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I have theese violent images in my head that are hard to tackleWhy do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point?
Ive took pn medication (ive done that) but it dont help, ive tried to get throu it by talking about itHave I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then?
i have taken pn ive had talk about it and i can take my evening medicationWhat I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do that won't hurt me?
baaaaaaaaaadHow do I feel right now?
i would feel greatHow will I feel when I am hurting myself?
i would feel guilty, and tomorow i feel worseHow will I feel after hurting myself? How will I feel tomorrow morning?
i going to talk to my pdoc about medication change, and talk to a guy i know that knows a lot about medication to ask what he would recomend for meCan I avoid this stressor, or deal with it better in the future?
NODo I need to hurt myself?