Beforee.. Now let's see if I can fight this.
Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 12:27 am
- Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point?
I'm stopping SI in the new year. That means only 8 day's of SI left!! I - Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then?
No, not really.. It's just a really strong craving because I know I only have 8 day's left. - What I have done to ease this discomfort so far? What else can I do that won't hurt me?
I've posted on here, so I can look back and think what I could do. - How do I feel right now?
Giddy, hyper, like I'm craving it so badly. - How will I feel when I am hurting myself?
Nice, like I am relieving the craving I have right now. I don't know, I just need to harm! - How will I feel after hurting myself? How will I feel tomorrow morning?
"Wow that felt good." Relief, even though I don't need to relieve anything. I'll probably dismiss it as a slip, and that I'm stopping in the new year. I'll have to hide the scar's though! - Can I avoid this stressor, or deal with it better in the future?
I will breath and let it pass. - Do I need to hurt myself?
NO!
