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Post by ghoulie13 » Tue May 30, 2006 2:46 am

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Post by herebedragons » Tue May 30, 2006 3:29 am

Woah! Hey now could you do the questions first? Or is it too late? Do the after questions at least, yes?

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Post by balletomane » Thu Jun 01, 2006 8:37 pm

How are you doing, Ghoulie?
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Post by ghoulie13 » Thu Jun 01, 2006 11:45 pm

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Post by balletomane » Fri Jun 02, 2006 1:22 am

Want to talk? (about whats going on or whatever you'd like.)
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Post by ghoulie13 » Fri Jun 02, 2006 3:03 am

bout what?
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Post by ghoulie13 » Fri Jun 02, 2006 3:05 am

let me rub the keys for a sec......



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Post by balletomane » Fri Jun 02, 2006 5:05 am

Why do you feel worthless right now?
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Post by pandablue » Fri Jun 02, 2006 5:43 pm

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Post by balletomane » Sat Jun 03, 2006 6:42 pm

I agree with Panda by the way. From what I've seen on bus, you are an extremely special and worthwhile person. You have an excellent sense of humor and you are very kind.

How have you been doing these last few days?
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Post by ghoulie13 » Sat Jun 03, 2006 9:43 pm

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Post by balletomane » Sun Jun 04, 2006 3:00 am

I'm glad there's some good. I know how hard it can be to have lots of ups and downs in a short period of time. I hope you are doing okay.
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