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Lyndsie · Post by **Lyndsie** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 2:45 am

I watching this movie and it's like kind of stressing me out but not really. It mostly making me sad, and making me miss my friend even more! I think I was also a bit triggered before this by lissening to this song that reminded me of my friendship with my friend. The movie was talking about love, and family and all the things I want/need! She was the closet thing I have ever felt to a family, we were suppose to move in together and be roomates, and it looks like that may never happen now! So thats basicly why I'm feeling triggered!!!!!

plantt · Post by **plantt** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 3:04 am

how would si help you get love & those things...? i can relate to being triggered by movies & desires... really though if anything si put me further from those things rather than solving them.

what can you think of that might help you feel more included? connected with other people?

it's hard... to watch stuff or hear stuff or etc... that reminds you of stuff that you really want... yet don't have. sorry you're going through that.

hang in there

Lyndsie · Post by **Lyndsie** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 3:47 am

Thanx. I emailed someone I use to know who works at a center that deals with loss and that made me feel a bit better. And one of my friends is online at this moment so it might help a bit also. I know Si is just gona make me feel further from my friend!

plantt · Post by **plantt** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 3:53 am

glad you were able to email that center & that another friend is on

it's tough to feel like you're growing distant from someone.

Lyndsie · Post by **Lyndsie** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 4:06 am

Ya I'm talking to my friend right now and it does seem to be helping. Even though she may not understand whats going on sometimes,but being able to get out how I'm feeling and knowing someone is on the other end to at least lissen does help!

plantt · Post by **plantt** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 4:19 am

*nods* can really make a difference to know someone is listening

my brother can be that way for me once in awhile. although i very much disagree with some of his views... & somethings he just *doesn't* get it... he's willing to try.

pandablue · Post by **pandablue** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 2:30 pm

Hey Lynzy

Hope you're doing better this morning

friendships can be hard especially when there's distance or change

hope you can find something good to do for yourself today

Panda

Lyndsie · Post by **Lyndsie** » Sat Aug 13, 2005 4:47 pm

I also emailed my cousin Heather last night, and that really helped, too! I managed not to cut!

pandablue · Post by **pandablue** » Sun Aug 14, 2005 5:44 am

Right on Lynzy!!!

so proud of you!

Lyndsie · Post by **Lyndsie** » Sun Aug 14, 2005 11:22 pm

Thanx for bein proud of me!

plantt · Post by **plantt** » Mon Aug 15, 2005 12:20 am

i'm glad you made it though.. & glad you let us know

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