Almost 2 weeks....**T**

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God_Given
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Almost 2 weeks....**T**

Post by God_Given » Mon Dec 06, 2004 2:28 am

When I thought we couldntmakeit more than week, we mad it almost 2.....but why does it seem to be so hard?
Someone(an alter) got into an argument with a friend in thecar, and asdked her to stop the car so *I* couldget out....all i remember is walking into the house, into the bathroom,finding an implement and cutting.I remember being so angry and upset that i didnt even car about Kharres questions, or anything else for that matter.
Just when I think Ive got a handle on somehting, it seems to crumble.
is there no end?o peace?
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Post by kwisten » Mon Dec 06, 2004 4:24 am

hey, im here and am listening, i know how that situation feels. How do you think you can take this slip up and learn from it for future situations?
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Post by Wendy » Tue Dec 07, 2004 10:35 pm

Hey God Given,

It is hard, so be gentle with yourself. It looks from your quotes that you are a Christian. So am I. One night when I'd had about a week of constant SI'ing and was feeling very very discouraged. I found myself repeatedly praying for forgivness and feeling very far from God. My 2 year old little girl sat up in bed and said, "Sing with me". Then she sang one of her Bible text songs from a video "I can do -- all things through Christ who strengthens me". It gave me the hope to start working on quitting again. I actually wrote the verse on my arm in red ink. I have messed up since then, but I haven't been as discouraged or hopeless. I realized I'm not fighting this alone and that God does care about me. He doesn't give up on us, even when we give up on ourselves. Hang in there -- there is hope!

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