I've decided my guy is the biggest sweetie out there. He knows about my cutting addiction (If you can call it that
) and is completely supportive and understanding. Apart from threatening to move all sharp objects from the room (Joking around a bit afterwards, trying to lighten up the situation) he wants to know when I cut. He understands why, and just holds me and doesn't say a word, let's me cry onto his shoulder till I'm ready to talk. He is completely non-judging, and understands it's my coping method. I know he doesn't like it, but he told me I'd give up when *I* was ready, and he wasn't going to force me to till then, and when I did decide he'd be completely by me. He's prevented me from cutting many a time, just at the thought of him. And now I'm trying to last the month he's away from me, so when he comes back he can be proud of me. It's not easy, things are so much more tougher and difficult when he's not around, and Mum gives me more shit, but so far it's been nearly three weeks and I haven't given in! 
It might not seem like much, but it's a major achievement for me, when I'd be lucky to go a week without cutting.So, anyway, that's my bit of fuzzy warming post from a relative newbie. I bid you all to take care, and that there are some guys out there who are still supportive!
Jasmine
