just a thought

[amyfairy]

sometimes, my mental well-being seems more important than the pressure i'm putting myself under.
it achieves nothing. i waste so much time on anxiety attacks. and then waste even more time my avoiding the anxiety-producing work.

i don't always have to be the best, the top.
it doesn't always have to be spend a whole day at the library, or do nothing.
i guess there is a balance and i know i'm not going to achieve as well in this essay. but sometimes, just sometimes, it doesn't seem to matter so much as not having driven myself back to that rubbish place.

[Quiet little Angel]

i think i know what you're feeling...

it's harder to have to settle for mediochre work than to just not do the work at all...