I just feel like i'm not trying hard enough...

[anewyearsealedwithlove]

I just got a new job at Burger King, and todays my first official day. I'll only get like 6 hours in for this whole week, and it kinda makes me want to die. I just feel like i'm not trying hard enough...like maybe i need to get another job or something. I'd tell you the curcimstances as to why i need money, but theres past friends on here that might track my posts. Anyways, i'm just not doing so good right now. I miss my fiance like crazy...and i'm starting to think that its not even worth salvaging a relationship with my father if i have to be away from her. I'm done with it. I can't stand this distance any longer. I'm gunna pack my shit and leave. I need her. I need to wake up beside her every morning. I need to watch her brush her teeth and get ready for work. I need to be with the one i love. Maybe i'll just run away. I'm going to just leave

[vampire_kisses]

I'm sorry you feel like that,
I wish I had some advice to offer you, but I don't...sorry.
Hugs if you want them,

[Spidey]

And running away will do what for your problems?

Six hours is not terrible if you just started working there.

[flicka]

take it a day at a time! 6 hrs is better than 5, or 4, or none. Hang in there...