Candys Coping Thread
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night so far,my boy-friend and I went out for awhile went to Walmart,came back here to watch t.v.,for the night. I am doing alright,just have bad cramps due to my monthly. I did not do any SI today,that is great.I am taking it one step at a time,and so far I am doing good. After my boy-friend leaves I will be going to bed,cause I am tired. I have a busy day tomorrow,but a good one. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I have been using my coping skills and it is helping me alot. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus tomorrow sometime
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright,I got alot of cleaning done and then my case-manager came over we had a great talk,he helped me alot.Then I went back and finish my cleaning,I took a nap for awhile,cause I was soo tired.My nurse came over and did my medication for me,and now I am going to take it easy for the rest of the day. I am doing alright,just feeling so-so cause I got my period. I will make dinner later and then my boy-friend will be over later on. I am enjoying my day off today,and making the best of it. So far no SI today. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am taking care of myself today. I will be back on the bus later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright,I had dinner and then I did dishes. I am watching t.v.,till my boy-friend gets here,I am not sure what we are going to do tonight,whether we are going to stay in or go out,not sure. I am relaxing right now. I have not done any SI so far and that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am proud of myself today,cause I got alot of things done that I wanted to do. I will be just fine. hanging in there and taking care of myself. be back later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night so far,my boy-friend and I went out for awhile to a mall,we had a great time.Then we came back here to watch t.v.,and we had a good time. He went home to get some sleep,and I will be going to bed real soon,cause I have to get up early to go to day treatment program in the morning. I did not do any SI today at all,it was hard on me,cause with everything going on right now,just having problems making good friends,and I am feeling depressed,but I will be alright. I am hanging in there and taking care of myself I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow evening.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages. I am getting ready for day treatment prorgam, I just feel like I lost all my friends and everyone is leaving me,I know that my boy-friend is very supportive to me,there are times I feel like I am going to lose him too,I told him how I feel and he told me that he would never leave me and he loves me alot,I do believe him,it is how I feel. I did not do any SI last night,that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be fine,just feel lost. I am going to have a good day at day treatment program,no matter what.I will be back on later on when I get home.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me. You are right,I wil make new friends down the road. I had a great day today,and day treatment program went well.All day long I kept on coughing and I finally took something for it,it drove me crazy,but I am alright though. I did not write in my journal yesterday,and I am not sure if I will get to it today,cause I need to get some rest. I am going to go and lay down for awhile and take it easy. My boy-friend will be here later on. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine.I will be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I took a nap earlier,cause I was so tired out,and I took something for the cough,cause it was driving me nuts. My boy-friend and I are watching a movie and relaxing. I did not write in my journal today,cause I was not feeling well. I did not do any SI so far and that is great. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to it;plus I have to meet with my therapist. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am hanging in there and taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend even though I am not feeling well,due to this cough. He went home to get some sleep and I am going to bed real soon,cause I need the rest. I am doing alright and I am feeling so-so. I did not do any SI tonight,and I am proud of myself for that. I am going to read for a little while and go to bed. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine and I am taking care of myself. I have day treatment program tomorrow,and I am looking forward to it. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow evening
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me. I did not stay at day treatment program all day,I left earlier,cause I do not feel good at all.All I have been doing since I been home is sleeping. I did not write in my journal,but I will write in it when I feel better. I have to see my doctor in the morning,cause of the way I am feeling. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I did not do any SI today,that is good.I am doing alright and taking care of myself. I will be back on the bus somtime tomorrow,need to get some rest. I am hanging in there. I will be just fine
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright,it is just that I am not feeling well with this cold.I went to see my doctor this morning,and he gave me some medication to help me. I have been sleeping most of the day,and I still have not written in my journal,cause of the way that I have been feeling,lousy. I have not done any SI and that is great. I am doing pretty good,just want to feel better. My boy-friend will be over later on,and I am taking it easy.My goal is to write in my journal tomorrow. I will be just fine. I am taking care of myself. Be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright,my boy-friend had to leave earlier cause his mother is sick,so I am resting and taking it easy. I did not do any SI today and that is great. I hope I feel better soon,I have a cold, all I know is there is alot of things going around and people are getting sick. I am doing alright,still not get to my journal,feel bad about it,but once I feel better I will write in it,just not feeling up to it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I will be just fine.taking care of myself. If I am not on later,I will be back on sometime tomorrow,need to get some rest
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I did sleep good last night,of course I did not do any SI either,which was great. So I went to my mother's to pick up my laundry and then I took a nap,this cold is really getting to me. I am watching t.v.,but I can't get myself into doing anything,like writing in my journal,cause I feel so worn out. I am going to take it easy and later I will get myself something to eat. My boy-friend will be over later on. I am doing the best I can to enjoy the weekend,but it is hard when I am not feeling well. I am doing alright,and hanging in there.I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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Candy's Coping Thread
Thanks for the nice messages that you sent me.I am just relaxing and watching t.v.,with my boy-friend. I did not do any SI today,and I feel great about it. I did not write in my journal today,but I did not feel good,so I could not get in the mood to do anything. I am going to try for tomorrow to write in it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am doing alright and feeling so-so. We are going to watch a movie and take it easy. I will be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great evening with my boy-friend,he left a while ago to go home and get some sleep I am going there soon,cause I am getting tired. I did slip with SI tonight, I was not feeling anxious or anything,just bored,that does not make any sense at all. I feel real bad about what happen and I am not happy with myself at all. I need to go to bed,where I will feel safe. I feel horrible inside about what happen. I will be back on the bus tomorrow sometime
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I still feel bad about the slip that I had last night with SI,just feel quilty inside,but I can not change what happen yesterday,I have to focus on today,I am feeling somewhat better,cause I have day treatment program tomorrow. Well,today, I am going to do what makes me feel better and write in my journal cause I deserve it. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be just fine. taking care of myself,hopefully do my nails. Be back on later
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I got alot done so far,I painted my nails,wrote in my journal and then I took a nap. I was trying to focus on the pretty color of the nail polish with my visions and it was not easy to do. I am doing alright otherwise,not feeling good about what happen with SI last night,and it is sore. I am going to be alright,just waiting for my boy-friend to come over and we are going to take it easy,cause I have day treatment program tomorrow. My therapist will not be there,cause she has the day off tomorrow. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am taking care of myself right now. I will be just fine.Be back later on
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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