Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Mon Jun 06, 2011 6:33 pm

You totally know you do want to. Please.. it'd make my day.

And please, let us..
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by DogOnlyKnows » Mon Jun 06, 2011 7:07 pm

Sure, keep stalking me online you freaky bitch. I know who you are, where you stand, and what you're up to. What I don't know is why you're obsessed with me. Jealousy, maybe? You can only dream of being as close to the industry as I am, and we all know you want to shut us down and who you hang out with. SHOVE IT!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Windswept Thumb » Tue Jun 07, 2011 1:06 am

A- I am fucking tired of everything being by your rules. The world does not revolve around you! I'm sorry that your mom is dying but that gives you no reason to treat me like shit for trying to keep my life together. I never want to see or hear from you again. I'm better off without you in my life. I only wish I had realized that 5 years ago.

C- None of them will ever be you.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by noldo » Tue Jun 07, 2011 4:52 pm

SHUT UP! Just shut up. I don't want to hear this bullshit anymore!
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Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue Jun 07, 2011 10:49 pm

im so glad it worked :)
and please dont forget this, i wish i could be more help, but i will do what i can. always. promise.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by DogOnlyKnows » Wed Jun 08, 2011 2:05 am

I love you, but I live in fear. Something always goes wrong, and it's always scary for me. Sometimes you react well (like yesterday). Other time, I'm just sick. I want our life to go well. You deserve it. WE deserve it.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by [iamacliche] » Wed Jun 08, 2011 6:11 pm

it's all my fault.
You have to become what you fancy. Paperback head, you get carried away. Stitch up your spine to keep the suitors away. Must draw your own aid. Must sift your affairs. Must frame up a material girl. ♥


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by DogOnlyKnows » Wed Jun 08, 2011 7:48 pm

God forbid you acknowledge me in any way
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Post by Beasty » Wed Jun 08, 2011 8:04 pm

I don't know what I'm doing.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Firebolt1 » Fri Jun 10, 2011 4:08 am

The Abandoner,

I wrote you a letter in November but you wont get it. It was going to be my last words to you. All it contained was lyrics to a song...

This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her

I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection


And all I wanted was the answer to that question, could you forgive yourself if you left me just the way you found me? I want you to feel the pain of my absence like I feel yours.
I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by volta » Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:07 pm

hey.
i really miss you. i miss being with you. i'm so excited to see you tonight.
i just hope this isn't a huge disappointment like the last time i saw my friends. it was a different group, but i'm still worried. i want you to miss me like i'm missing you.
please, v. please be excited to see me.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:08 pm

I am dissapointed so many of you can't make it tonight. I know you are busy. I just wish you could come over for a little bit.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by DogOnlyKnows » Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:33 pm

To some people: I love you, I miss you, and I'll never forget you. I'm SORRY.

To another person: I love you, and I'm glad you're in my life! I know you don't like hearing that, since you have your own issues, but it's true.

To yet another: You're slipping... slipping away. Hold on. The ride is worth it. I'm living proof you can come out on top, even if there will always be bumps in the road.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Fri Jun 10, 2011 5:47 pm

I really enjoyed your visit. I just wish I knew how to get past that shyness. I felt like I was boring you and you were the one who came all the way up and I didn't even bother asking what things you would like to do. I am sorry but I hope you still had some fun at least.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Kaleb » Sat Jun 11, 2011 2:22 am

What did she mean by that remark ??!! What have you told her??!! Time and time again of recent you either ignore me or betray me - Do you even want me in your life??
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Jun 11, 2011 3:30 pm

these lyrics say to you what i never could. im debating sending them to you because you dont understand how u manipulate, hurt, break me and take over my life.

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me


And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because


I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush


I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday


I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong


And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because


I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush


No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying
because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush


take the hint, i dont want ANYTHING to do with u anymore, just let me go. your so young, how can u possibly say that im the one? how can u even begain to know what ur gonna want in 10-15 years time? grow up, stop emotional blackmailing me, stop using the suicidal card, it will never get u anywere. leave. me. alone.

oh and stop stalking me on facebook, i have my own life, get ur own.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Sat Jun 11, 2011 3:38 pm

I love your dog. I just don't think you keep your dog trained well and he needs better guidence to be a guide dog.


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Post by Chey » Sat Jun 11, 2011 8:47 pm

if your a business that wants to stay in business, wouldn't it be worth updating your contact info when you move to a new location?


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Sat Jun 11, 2011 10:45 pm

Please please please forgive me and text me back. You're so awesome.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by km » Sat Jun 11, 2011 11:38 pm

How can you be so happy, after what you did to me, what you put me through.
The guilt, the pain, the hurt.
You say I caused you to feel Su.
Was it all lies? Was it ment just for me to take you back?
You speak to me all chatty and flirty now.
I hate you and what you've turned me into.
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