Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by PassingCloud » Mon Apr 09, 2007 7:46 pm

i hate that i love you. but god i do love you. it hurts like hell. :(
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by mephistopheles » Mon Apr 09, 2007 7:58 pm

help? please?
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Post by black_23 » Mon Apr 09, 2007 8:19 pm

im scared,
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Post by Peege » Tue Apr 10, 2007 12:30 am

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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Tue Apr 10, 2007 12:40 am

I don't have the energy to do this much longer. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
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Post by styled_wrong » Tue Apr 10, 2007 12:52 am

you wont believe me and i dont blame u i was a bitch and im sorry
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Tue Apr 10, 2007 2:21 am

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I want to steal my dad's sleeping pills and go to sleep forever.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
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Post by frozen_flower » Wed Apr 11, 2007 5:10 pm

im so sorry, im sorry i hurt u im sorry i did what i did im so so sorry
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Post by Callisto » Wed Apr 11, 2007 9:43 pm

give it up. im not you and never will be. you can't control my life anymore. so leave me alone.
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Post by daisy_chain » Wed Apr 11, 2007 9:46 pm

I miss you so much and it really hurts that i cant tell you that. you probably dont feel the same anyway...
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by Neviah » Wed Apr 11, 2007 10:42 pm

i love you so much and im slowly killing myself with the worry of losing you, why do you have to go?
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Post by black_23 » Wed Apr 11, 2007 11:24 pm

I'm scared, why do things like this happen, I'm too far away to help, even though I couldn't do anything there. It's not fair why! I want to si just so I have some control again. Little things are all a big deal right now
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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Apr 12, 2007 2:32 am

I'm such a fucking idiot. I knew you would be gone at some point this week. I didnt think you would be leaving this morning... dammit. I need to talk to you about WWU and about life in general. I need support right now, but I am afraid to ask anyone but you... I even saw you yesterday... shit, why didnt I say anything? ugh.

Why didnt you fucking text me back? you know how hard it was for me to make that decision... ugh. i want to ask you about it, but then I will feel bad and inferior... I hate this cycle of passive-agressive shit that I do... please text me back next time.

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Post by Briony » Thu Apr 12, 2007 2:50 am

Everything I told you was almost true.

I just left out the fact that I'm in love with you. And that's why it hurts.
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Post by PassingCloud » Thu Apr 12, 2007 11:04 am

why did you do this to me? don't you love me? didn't you know it would hurt me?? why???? :cry:
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by Spidey » Thu Apr 12, 2007 5:57 pm

i can't.

i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Thu Apr 12, 2007 8:58 pm

i'm so sorry i let you do that... i'm sorry i didn't say no... but couldn't you sence it? didn't you notice? i think you did... but i hope you didn't... if you did you should've stopped... so i hope you just didn't notice... i don't blame you... i blame me... i should've stopped you... i'm so sorry...
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Post by Silentdancer » Thu Apr 12, 2007 9:28 pm

I love you, Papa
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Post by xx mimi xx » Thu Apr 12, 2007 11:14 pm

I wish you would tell me that everything will be okay! I know we havent been dating that long, but I still want you to ask me if Im alright! I understand that youre probably afraid to know, but I dont just go to people and tell them somethings wrong! Its a thing..people have to ask if Im okay. I need to know you notice when Im not all there. I want you to care enough to figure out why. I dont want to scare you away though. You know that whole "no secrets" thing the four of us agreed on? Well I have a secret-- I attempted suicide when I was in the 8th grade. Its not recent, which is why I made the call to not tell you. Its not really a secret..just an untold story. Im sorry if it seems like Im holding myself back when Im with you. I just know what its like to be in this situation. Well, not exactly, but I know what its like to tell someone I love them then have them hurt me like he did. I know what its like to be hurt, and I dont want to be hurt again, not like that. Im not saying that we have to last forever, Im saying that thats why Im holding back. Im pessimistic. I dont know how long well be toghether. Thats why you dont know everything. I dont want to open up to you and make you feel like you have to stick aroud because of what you know. Im sorry that Im screwed up. Im sorry that Im holding back. I just dont know how to let go and let myself be as happy as I want to be. Im just waiting for somehting horrible to happen... and I dont know how to stop.

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Post by finding neverland » Fri Apr 13, 2007 11:24 pm

I can't fucking stand the idea of you having more fun with someone else than you do with me.

Ask me out, please.
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