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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Guest » Wed Sep 01, 2004 12:23 pm

I don't want to.

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Post by nirvana » Sun Sep 05, 2004 2:58 am

anyone - "i love you. you are not worthless."
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by kurdt_kobain » Sun Sep 05, 2004 10:29 pm

K: I'm sorry for telling Michelle that thing. I never meant to hurt you.



Mom: I'm sorry for telling you to cut yourself all those times. I'm sorry for making comments about it in front of Kaylyn. I don't mean to make you feel bad, Megan. I don't know what else to tell you.
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Post by silent_scream » Mon Sep 06, 2004 8:37 am

I want :I: to say to me: I'm sorry I did those things. I won't lie anymore.
I want my mum to say to me: I'll stop bullshitting now: this is whats going on. Oh and I love you.
"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself, any direction you choose."

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Post by Firinn Annam » Mon Sep 06, 2004 10:22 am

i'm happy i met you and have you in my life...
"Life is another day in life. Life is like a book. A book has 6 sides, inside and outside. So how do you get what's inside out?" - GIA

"I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS..." - One Perfect Day

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Post by beautiful_child » Tue Sep 07, 2004 5:16 am

m: i still love you. and im sorry for being the biggest d*ck in the universe and telling you how ive been f*cking people left and right since we broke up. its because im insecure about myself and because i want you to think ive moved on, when in fact, i havent. i care for you still so much. and you are beautiful.

c: it scares me that you are thinking of si again after going 5 months without it. but i wont tell you i have to go if you want to talk about it. i can listen and be supportive without being disappointed in you.

n: i am a selfish cow, and i dont spend nearly enough time with you. but i love you still. and if i knew right now you were back on bus, i would get off the phone and give you a hug. maybe you could try talking to me about these things?

*sigh*

they deactivated my account because i hadnt been here in so long. and now im back. i cant tell if its helping or making things worse. :(
Oh, how i feel like a beautiful child, such a beautiful child again.

...and hugs are always ok :)

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Post by pretty » Fri Sep 10, 2004 12:16 pm

I don't think you're stupid, or lazy, or worthless. You can have the time you need, no pressure. I'm sorry I added conditions onto things. I'm sorry I made you feel so bad. I'm here for you, no matter what.
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Post by tabzy » Wed Sep 15, 2004 8:38 pm

M- yeh sory darling ur one of the best frends i have, i only ignored u coz i thot u wudnt want me 2 disturb u
A- sory 4 ignoring u i should have helped u
A(1) - sory babes, i neva ment 2 play wid ur heart n mind, da fact is ive always loved u, i cant live wid out u..


HAAAAAAAAHAHAH yeh rite! like dose f*cking idiots r eva gna say dat 2 me!!!!!!!! :x
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Wed Sep 15, 2004 10:48 pm

I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I know your struggling and i'll support you. I love you
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Post by Leelee » Thu Sep 16, 2004 4:12 am

e: I know I cling, and I know it's wrong. I feel like a clod of dirt next to you. I love you more than I can say, and I hope you can feel my love reaching out to you wherever you are, even after my arms have stopped reaching out. I hope we stay Friends forever, no matter what else happens. I love you.

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Post by nirvana » Sun Oct 03, 2004 6:06 pm

i love you. hold on.

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i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by Meander » Mon Oct 04, 2004 11:43 pm

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Post by lazypirates » Tue Oct 05, 2004 3:14 am

Congratulations on your 18th birthday! :-?

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Post by Firinn Annam » Wed Oct 06, 2004 5:07 pm

Why don't you have the decency to be honest??
you arent that fazed by what i feel, you are fazed by what people will think of you, coz you're a coward and i didnt deserve that!
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Post by nirvana » Mon Oct 11, 2004 11:59 pm

i love you. and i need you here. forget about them.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by morganbellamy » Fri Oct 15, 2004 9:03 am

jim: im going to stop the mind games and give you a break cos i know how much you hate it and i know that its messing you up
josh: im going to get help for my problems so you dont have to worry anymore
my parents: we realise that you are old enough now to make your own choices and are going to let you go nicely instead of putting up a fight

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Post by Guest » Tue Nov 02, 2004 11:37 pm

Anyone, really:
"Laura, don't say it, don't even start, there are better ways to get noticed, walk away and do something else NOW"

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Post by skindeep » Wed Nov 03, 2004 5:45 am

Dad:
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I stopped talking to you, I'm sorry i ignored you and treated you like you were worthless and not a person all while I stayed living in your house. I' sorry I talked to my friends and not you. I'm sorry I talked loudly on the phone to show you you were nothing. I'm sorry I talked to your sister and not you. I'm sorry that you worry or even hope that I will be dead everyday. I'm sorry I took away your childhood and made you take my place in the family. And I'm sorry for not leaving and making you live in tortourous tension and silence for the past ten years. I'm sorry I won't leave.... And most of all... I'm sorry I missed out on you, I'm sorry I don't know you at all.

My grandparents: I'm sorry I disowned you.... and never got to know you. I'm sorry I ignored you, and turned my back from you when you were little when I saw you.

aunts & uncles etc. --- I'm sorry I was afraid of yourgrandparents and never cared enough to speak to you again. I'm sorry I never let you know your cousins. I'm sorry i don't know u.
M: I'm sorry for not doing anything to change your life situation, and I don't need you to be perfect, you don't have to be strong for the entire family. Yes, this can be about you, and you don't have to be a perfect example for your sisters, you are allowed to hurt. I love you and I will love you even if you are not perfect.

close friends: I love you, I don't think your crazy, I will never leave you or ignore you.... you are not worthless..... and I want to know you... most of all, I love you, you can cry on my shoulder anytime..... I love you when your happy, I love you when your sad.

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Post by mazaru » Thu Nov 04, 2004 2:02 am

K: "Would you like a cup of tea?"
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