Right now I feel... Version 3.0

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Tue May 15, 2012 1:32 pm

:morning: :o :yuck:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri May 18, 2012 6:54 am

Jamas wrote:Wishing you good rest, Saint Jimmy. :1cat:
Aww thank you. :1hug:




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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Fri May 18, 2012 10:05 pm

You are very welcome, Saint Jimmy!

Right now, my wrist hurts. :1remind: :geek:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun May 20, 2012 2:22 am

Jamas wrote:Right now, my wrist hurts. :1remind: :geek:
I also hope your wrist feels better soon. Wrist pain is nay fun. :1soothe:


Sick
Cold
Congested
Tired
Irritated
Lethargic


:morning: ....that's basically me trying to write an essay right now. Blahhhhh.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun May 20, 2012 9:01 am

Tired,Empty,Numb

Tired of feeling so up and down.I want to be ok.I`m not ok now.
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Mon May 21, 2012 6:49 am

rettahdam wrote:you are not ok right now but i believe you will be ok

on a much lighter note can i call you spongebob?
Thank you rettahdam :) :)

Yes you may!Ha Ha! :olol: :olol:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Mon May 21, 2012 4:18 pm

Horrible
Miserable
Suicidal
Anxious
Exhausted
Pain

I just want to be better :cry:
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Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Tue May 22, 2012 2:11 am

Calm, very calm.
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God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Tue May 22, 2012 4:10 pm

The same as yesterday, the same as above but worse :blfrwn: :blfrwn: :blfrwn:
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“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Wed May 23, 2012 6:54 am

^ :1soothe: :1hug:



Carsick

Which is weird cause I've never really had a problem with that before. :-?
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri May 25, 2012 11:44 am

Wired and wide awake.I have been having trouble sleeping. :( :(
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Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri May 25, 2012 11:24 pm

rettahdam wrote:hey spongebob is there any reason you can't sleep?
I think it`s a few things.I have always had really bad insomnia.Before I changed meds with my new pdoc I was only sleeping every other day.It was so bad at times I would go two days without sleep.My new pdoc says I have a mixed depression.I try to keep busy all day and make myself tired but when it`s time to rest I just can`t seem to unwind.I just have all these racing thoughts and I can`t rest.Sorry to go on for so long.Thank you for being so cool!

Spongebob :D :D
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Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sat May 26, 2012 9:20 am

rettahdam wrote:has the pdoc just not found what slows down your thoughts? i have racing thoughts too but i have found that my meds (now that we have finally found the right ones for me) slow them down... but i don't know how you feel about meds... i still occasionally have insomnia but not as much as i used to...
Hi rettahdam

I think it may be thought we haven`t found that yet.I`m not anti med at all.Right now I am on cymbalta,seroquel and geodon and lorazepam.Before the pdoc changed them I was on seroquelxr and reg seroquel and cymbalta and lorazepam.

Thanks again
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lynds » Sun May 27, 2012 8:04 am

:star: Guilty, like something is eating me from the inside
:star: Tired
:star: A little bit paranoid
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Sun May 27, 2012 8:06 am

Cold, vulnerable, dissociative, guilty
We're all stories in the end.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun May 27, 2012 8:53 am

Very,very blue :blfrwn: :blfrwn:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun May 27, 2012 9:14 am

*hugs for Jem and VerMOZZica if okay*
:1hug: :1soothe:



I actually feel quite okay/satisfied right this second anyway.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Sun May 27, 2012 1:37 pm

Anxious as fuck.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Tue May 29, 2012 4:36 am

Thank you, rettahdam :1hug: and Saint Jimmy! :1hug: I appreciate your support. :1hugs:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Wed May 30, 2012 10:43 am

Saint Jimmy wrote:*hugs for Jem and VerMOZZica if okay*
:1hug: :1soothe:



I actually feel quite okay/satisfied right this second anyway.
Thanks so much Saint Jimmy :1hug: back if that`s okay.
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