last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
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Because I know there's people who believe in me, and I know when i do it I'm not just hurting me, I'm hurting them too. And as much as I wanna hurt myself I don't wanna put them through it.
And because 6 weeks is the longest I've ever been free, I'm on 3weeks now and I wanna keep going.
And because 6 weeks is the longest I've ever been free, I'm on 3weeks now and I wanna keep going.
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She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else...
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i took time to let the urge pass. i psoted in before & after and realized it wasn't worth it. i don't want the lady i'm dating to see fresh wounds. i don't want dhs to see a mom w/si wounds. and i'm just too tired.
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I didn't have access to first aid stuff, so I told myself I had to wait til I got home and could take care of whatever I did. Of course, by the time I got home I felt better and didn't.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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The last time I wanted to si and it was all I could think about I couldn't take it. So I threw away my blades and went for a chat with my teacher about my coursework. It was boring as hell, but it helped.
The time before that tho, I was at home and went to see my grandmother. she's had her arm amputated, and it made me realise how lucky I was to have an arm to cut in the first place. So it stopped me from wanting to do it. Wierd but true.
The time before that tho, I was at home and went to see my grandmother. she's had her arm amputated, and it made me realise how lucky I was to have an arm to cut in the first place. So it stopped me from wanting to do it. Wierd but true.
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Oh and summer is comming and I dont want to have to explain the new batch of scars. Specialy since my little cosin notices everything. Told her lastyear they were burns from work. (not true) I dont like to lie to my little cosin. So im not going to phisicaly harm myself but I do send myself on emotional rollercosters several times a day and some days the urge is strong. But I think I would miss my friend Belinda too much. I would miss my little cosin. I would miss my friend Krys too.
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Me and my brother had got into a fight...But instead of SI-ing,I thought of a friend (who doesn't know) mind you,and what she would say if she knew...She's really cool so I dunno..And she's leaving school soon so that piece of a reason will be lost soon...I know it's dumb,but when I talk to her I feel a good bit better...And I didn't need to SI to do it....
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I was with friends something stopped me but I could have but I didnt I want to get those damn stickers.
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