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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Dec 30, 2006 12:45 pm

i dont love you
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by 5th section » Sat Dec 30, 2006 1:24 pm

GET ON WITH IT
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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Post by Scatterbrain » Sat Dec 30, 2006 6:51 pm

You dont know how close I came to smacking you last night. You can bitch about how you hate it when people throw religion in your face. I agree, I hate it too. When pissed me off was when you were talking about how much bullshit Christianity was and you didnt even have you facts right. I nicely tried to correct you, but you just blew it off. Next time can you have a little tact when you start bitching about something that is important to you. How would it feel if I said how much I hated Tool, and how your dad is an asshole and just bitched about things that are important to you? Please think before you say stupid things. I know you wont and that this conversation will happen again and again. And I will sit there like you arent offending me at all. Thats just how I roll... Please try to be more accepting, but I know you will be narrowminded for a long time, if not your whole life.

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sat Dec 30, 2006 10:09 pm

ever had one of those days where you just cant give a damn? well, today is that day. i need some time to chill. can you leave me be for five minutes? don't get me wrong, i'm not mad at you. i just want to spend some time alone. im sure you want to sometimes to. please leave me be.

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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Dec 31, 2006 6:15 pm

You came to visit me today R. I hope this is the very last time. I don't need you to stalk me anymore! I am afraid of you, can't you understand that? This is why I had my number changed and now it is unlisted. Please just leave me alone!!! :evil:
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Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by black_23 » Sun Dec 31, 2006 7:48 pm

Im sorry I moved away and Im not there all the time, but telling me that O is ill and its cos Im not there isn't fair, perhaps if you didnt shout at him it would help. Stop making me feel so guilty I refuse to let you affect me like this. Going back home brought back all my insecurities, Im me if you dont like that then Im sorry, but up here I feel safe Im getting to know who I am as a person.


Now if feel guilty for writing it all. :cry:
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Post by Aly » Mon Jan 01, 2007 2:08 pm

hahaha! You were shit!!
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


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Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon Jan 01, 2007 10:27 pm

R: i know i said i'd support you... but please please please don't go... don't go to Iraq... please don't go... i don't want to support you in this... it's hurting me so much... i will support you on the surface... but all i want is for you to stay... please don't go... don't you know i love you? what do you got to go to Iraq for? i don't get it... can't you just stay... please?... don't go and get yourself killed... please...

pm's ok...
/May

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Post by Aly » Tue Jan 02, 2007 12:05 am

It's horrible and ghastly and horrific and mean and...disgusting, and I hate myself for it. But I wish I were in the position you are in now. Although I don't know you you seem so wonderful and amazing and special. And you do. NOT. deserve this. It seems like you have plenty to be getting along with. And I don't. I'm a phony fuck up. And...so I hate myself for wishing it. But I wish you weren't dealing with this loss. And I wish I got to be able to have something else to be fucked up over. I wish I got that justification. I hate myself for saying this. For admitting it. For feeling it. For wanting it.

I hate myself, period.


PMs fine.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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Post by LT » Tue Jan 02, 2007 12:48 am

I hate myself
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

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Post by Seeshellz » Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:23 am

Do you really love care about me like you used to? Why do you get so mad at me so easily? I'm not your punching bag, just cause you can't take your frustrations out on anyone else, it's not OK to take it out on me. I'm not even a part of it. You made the choice to marry her. You deal with it with her. Not me. I won't put up with it. It will pull us further and further apart.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Callisto » Tue Jan 02, 2007 11:20 am

D: I love you and i need you to help me be safe right now.

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Post by LT » Tue Jan 02, 2007 2:06 pm

Why wont you talk to me? don't you see i'm hurting, don't you see ow much you mean to me.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Tue Jan 02, 2007 5:06 pm

6 months... seriously? you're going to be gone for that long? how can you even start asking me if we've got a chance when you're going to be gone for this long? no we haven't...
/May

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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Jan 03, 2007 4:39 am

Am I invisible? I certainly feel that way.

~Megan
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- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by Aly » Wed Jan 03, 2007 7:58 pm

I like you. I really, really like you.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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Post by black_23 » Wed Jan 03, 2007 11:34 pm

I know you're trying to help, but its really stressing me out, I dont want to think I want to sit and be.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Jan 04, 2007 2:02 am

i wasn't really sleeping in cos i needed to. it's just i couldn't talk to you. i don't know what to say, and i'm tired of being whinged at. and i'm tired of complaining. and i'm tired of defending myself. and i'm sick of being confused about you.
i wish someone else could answer these questions for me.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

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Post by Guest » Thu Jan 04, 2007 12:25 pm

M.
How could you do this to me? I loved you, I really did. We were planning on meeting up, and stuff. i can't believe you did that. i know you're not worth these stupid tears, but i'm crying them anyway

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Post by LT » Thu Jan 04, 2007 1:07 pm

Maybe you should climb down from that pedestool you've placed yourself on, you aint any better than the rest of us.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers

I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy

You'll never walk alone

My place - http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=106085 replies welcome

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